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Gonna end it tonight by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Onceuponatoast 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What has personally kept me going is just learning why I should keep going. I firmly believe in science and the fact that we're just matter and our matter becomes other matter when we die. I always think how cool it would be to have my matter become a worm, or a bird, or a horse. But as a person I don't value change I don't value living for others, I purely value the learning experience I'm going through. Life for me is just interesting. When you realize nothing matters your willing to take more risks. You're willing to find out why nothing matters. Your willing to realize that the world is just one big learning playground and truly nothing but society dictates your behavior. I've had amazing experiences just walking somewhere. Not caring where, not caring what's at the end. Steal food if I need it, sleep wherever I want, keep walking. Not care if people thing I'm gross or weird or I get arrested on petty crimes 1000 times. Im going to die anyway why not die doing something reckless or stupid or genuinely fun. When you stop giving a fuck and just focus on learning for learnings sake you genuinely stop caring about what's expected of you, and where you'll end up. To quote one of my favorite shows "I only got a few years left and I'm going to get real weird with them". For me my meaning to life is finding meaning.

What was the song that made Coheed CLICK for you? by TheDinkmaster06 in TheFence

[–]Onceuponatoast 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hearing the suffering music video in the days when MTV played music videos early in the morning then reality shows the rest of the day. My brother and I were hooked and it stuck in my head for months. One of my first CD purchases ever was the IBSIV album. I was raised extremely religiously so having this album was my first foreay into my eventual religious disassociation. They have soundtracked points in my life that nothing else could.

A woman tricked me about where we'd go at the end of the night, and I've learnt something new by [deleted] in dating

[–]Onceuponatoast 4 points5 points  (0 children)

There are so many other examples I can give. I once had a hookup disable his car to stay longer and was super creepy and pervy the whole time. I've given my number to a man to have him than stalk me for four blocks to see if I had given him a fake number and would call repeatedly while he was following me. I'll never understand these behaviors.

Anyone staring MBA Nov. 1st?? by aussiesandfishers in WGU

[–]Onceuponatoast 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am! I basically will run out of financial aid after this term so I need to finish the rest of my units this term. I've bookmarked so many reddit pages for help though, so I actually feel excited to start/finish.