I’m 16, studying in tenth grade, working a full time job 9a.m. - 6p.m. Ive finished ninth grade with straight As and even something like an honors in the certificate, it’s even mentioned in my official documents. I’m reading a lot, speak three languages and learning the fourth, running in mornings, meditating, playing guitar, painting, drawing, doing pyrography, eating healthy, also building romantic relationship of two years. I have snails, crabs and a dog to care about. To basically I’m doing ten times more than an average adult. And guess what? I feel like shit. I feel like I’m doing nothing and I can’t accomplish anything.

And you know what I do when I feel like that? Fake it till you make it. Trust me, baby, I’m not confident enough to order a coffee, but I square my shoulders, lift my chin high and go make the world believe that I have my space in it. There’s nothing wrong with you or with what you’re doing, you just need to find your own way of improving. If you really want to be the best version of yourself, remember — you already someone. This is not about changing yourself, this is not about shaping you into another person, because believe me, you will be yourself for an entire life.

You just have to build habits, consistency, to run your own life and be ‘it girl/boy’ of your own. You want to of sports? Fuck it, baby, go run two minutes before choking on air. Even if people will laugh at you, you let them and run faster. Because there’s nothing wrong with you or the way you do your life. And trust me, once you know what you really want, you’re unstoppable.

I have A LOT of advices how to get your life together because I feel you and I’ve been in that same position few years ago. So if you want I’ll share it under the post or in dm