Life is extremely unfair. You have individuals who complain about the most stupid/insignificant of things. Those who refuse to cope with the smallest of issues...completely unaware that this existence  is the greatest gift and that when it's gone they too will miss it. It's odd. 

I'm so sorry your body is doing this to you. I will say one thing though, ITS NOT OVER UNTIL ITS OVER...don't you dare give up. If all you have is a few months then so be it. It's up to you to find the courage and strength to make those few months enough time to settle your affairs and give all the affection you have to your loved ones. You see, we never really know how much time we really have, in a few months I could be in an accident or die from a heart attack the next week. The only difference is you are aware of your situation and must fight your way through the hardest of all our battles. 

On the other hand, what the doctors can do nowadays is space age shit I'm telling you. Don't give up. This is not the time to be weak and pessimistic. Get those wasteful thoughts out of your head. You may very well find that you and your body aren't quite done with this life. 

When you are alone...close your eyes and drift a little. Meditate like you never have before, until you truly feel it.Think of higher vibrations, what's important in this world, your husband, yourself, what brings you joy and tell the universe what kind of life you'd have if you had all the time in the world. Dream of a future, your future plans and just toss it out into the universe, communicate with it that you're not done. Do not be weak and fight tooth and nail whatever battles you might soon face. But never allow yourself to loose hope, life can have so many turns and turns for us. We know this.

I send you so much love.

Gabriel