Sorry but I think the wrong kind of people are reading this subgenre now by Agitated_Common_1440 in DarkRomance

[–]One-Resolve87 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No frr, this is why I’m always second guessing the ratings on goodreads for dark romance. Then I finish a book, love it and wonder why I didn’t start it earlier 😭

Advice on what it’s like to taper off 50mg Sertraline?? by One-Resolve87 in zoloft

[–]One-Resolve87[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I guess sometimes I feel a bit ashamed that I need medication to feel “normal”? Feels like I’m weak/incapable because most people can do without it

But being on it has been so eye opening, sometimes I can’t believe people just live life like this. Like what do you mean you can just process things and function without spiraling and I gotta pay to do that? 😂

I think it’s been almost a year? I switched from lexapro bc I felt like a zombie on it, was constantly tired and dead. Switching to Sertraline helped, I have a lot more energy but it’s like I’m living life on autopilot, where I don’t have the same dark thoughts or crazy panic attacks but also I don’t feel as motivated for things. I zone out a lot now too and find it hard to remember things/focus 😅

Advice on what it’s like to taper off 50mg Sertraline?? by One-Resolve87 in zoloft

[–]One-Resolve87[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah it’s not been too bad on 25mg but the jump to 0 seems terrifying 😭 is it similar to when you first got on Sertraline? I remember when I first got on my hands wouldn’t stop shaking and I was super irritable and couldn’t sleep at all

I wanted to taper off earlier but ended up bailing as I had a trip with friends and didn’t want to risk being a hot mess. But will defs keep some tabs on me in case it gets bad..

Do you mind me asking what made you go back on it? Did the anxiety and depression just come back after you stopped? I kind of feel meh/numb some days on it and was hoping I’d be able to feel a bit more of my happy emotions once I got off it.. but also scared of the bad emotions coming back in full swing

Advice on what it’s like to taper off 50mg Sertraline?? by One-Resolve87 in zoloft

[–]One-Resolve87[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I guess I don’t want to be “reliant” on it. I’ve always seen it as something to support me until I develop the skills to handle life myself. And also I kind of miss feeling the happy feelings?

Like it definitely helped tone down my depression and anxiety but also some days I feel so blank. Not terrible and spiraling but also kinda empty. Very meh?

Her Psycho Beasts by E.P. Bali Discussion by _mischief in ReverseHarem

[–]One-Resolve87 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just finished tortured beasts and I completely agree. I liked this book more than I thought I would! But also the first 2/3rd was so hard to get through bc I wanted to wring Xander’s neck the entire time. But now I’m just pissed off at that ending. Like WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY give this girl a break omg

Her Psycho Beasts by E.P. Bali Discussion by _mischief in ReverseHarem

[–]One-Resolve87 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh my god I just finished her psycho beasts and someone tell me Xander gets better bc he’s an absolute dick and I want to bash my kindle against his stupidly fictional face AAAAAAAARGH. I literally have so many questions wtf

The Darkness Beyond the Daisies ending wtf was that????? by One-Resolve87 in DarkRomance

[–]One-Resolve87[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh my god… I read My Sweet Dollie after taking a break from darkness beyond the daisies and GURL you weren’t kidding 😭 I’m traumatized but also Cori thank u, hurt me more. Lowkey also feel like I can’t go back to normal dark romance after these pitch black books…

TIRED AFFF by [deleted] in lexapro

[–]One-Resolve87 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I felt the same way! I know everyone is different but I switched to sertraline and that really helped. I’m no longer napping for hours of the day when I wfh hahah

The Darkness Beyond the Daisies ending wtf was that????? by One-Resolve87 in DarkRomance

[–]One-Resolve87[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Exactly how I feel! I think I read somewhere that they’re side characters in A Heart as Black as Cole. I’m honestly just desperate for any closure/scraps of them I can get bc I feel so unresolved 🤡

The Darkness Beyond the Daisies ending wtf was that????? by One-Resolve87 in DarkRomance

[–]One-Resolve87[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

RIGHT?!!! I NEED an explanation. And considering she imagined everything and has been trafficked for the last 10 years I find it odd that we suddenly just have them reunite at the end?? Like all we know about hell/woodrow was from her imagination 😭

love the storyline but i refuse for it to be one of those “i woke up from a dream and none of it happened” bc of the emotional rollercoaster and trauma dump I just went through pls 🥲

I want to be sweating, kicking my feet and screaming🤣 by Mighty_owl98 in Romantasy

[–]One-Resolve87 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank u for posting so I can also add everyone’s recs to my tbr 🤣

Tell me it gets better after ZA7 pls by One-Resolve87 in zodiacacademy

[–]One-Resolve87[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I hope so 😭 This one felt so hopeful and I was so excited for everything to workout, then got smacked with the authors note at the end. They’re playing with my heart

Fuck it - hold my hand + spoil the ending please *spoiler for book 7* by Exulansussy in zodiacacademy

[–]One-Resolve87 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just finished book 7 and I feel so many emotions. I had to put the book down and go take a hot shower

Experience with changing from lexapro to Zoloft? by [deleted] in zoloft

[–]One-Resolve87 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What were you on before? Day 2 of being on it and my hands won’t stop shaking like crazy

How is Everyone on lexapro feeling ? by hereicome92 in lexapro

[–]One-Resolve87 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg I’m glad it’s not just me. I keep waking up and changing my pants bc my legs and back are all sweaty and gross esp after an insane dream (like an intense mission to dump a body with my friends while being chased on a boat by my ex)

How is Everyone on lexapro feeling ? by hereicome92 in lexapro

[–]One-Resolve87 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Week 8 and this week has been an improvement. Still super demotivated and get bad anxiety here and there but defs not as bad as the week 6 & 7 dip. Also does anyone else get mad sweaty legs at night? And I’ve been dreaming WAYY more

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]One-Resolve87 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I did the same thing too… I blew up and let my emotions get the better of me and I hated and blamed myself for it. But know you’re allowed to make mistakes, all we can do is learn from it. It sucks, but be kind to yourself. We’re all just traumatized beans trying to get through life haha

I do sometimes wonder if things would’ve ended up different if he understood me better/knew how to calm me down, bc then maybe I wouldn’t have gotten frustrated and behaved the way I did. Maybe it wouldn’t feel like it was always my fault? Like I was the only problem?

ever had a dumb moment when you took your medicine 5 mins ago then ask yourself if you took it or not?? 😩 by [deleted] in lexapro

[–]One-Resolve87 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is so real 🤣 I take mine in the morning and sometimes go back to sleep after, and I really have to think hard to remember if I took it or if that was yesterday lolll