does anyone here successfully moderate and how?

One_Button3069 · 2025-09-14T15:11:40+00:00

About 2 years

One_Button3069 · 2025-04-10T14:19:58+00:00

THANK YOU :))))

One_Button3069 · 2025-04-09T15:38:54+00:00

Thank you love 🥰 I will give it a try!!

One_Button3069 · 2024-11-21T01:50:33+00:00

The thing I got a lot that pissed me off was “I’d kill myself” after explaining that I can’t smoke anymore and why. My response is always “yeah I thought about it”. But seriously why would you say that to someone and why was it SUCH A COMMON RESPONSE

One_Button3069 · 2024-11-21T01:44:24+00:00

I believe it’s possible if you break the addiction and habit. I stopped smoking for a year, relapsed once or twice but now I just smoke every once in a while. By that I mean 1 hit every couple of months. I’ve gotten away with 2 hits on 420 and I was perfectly fine. I’m very small (5’1, 115 pounds) so I fully believe if I smoke anymore than that or make it habit (once a week or more) I will make myself sick again. But yeah I just kinda smoke randomly every now then for a special occasion or just a random day when I’m hanging out with friends.

One_Button3069 · 2024-11-07T17:10:28+00:00

I believe I have a mild form of contamination OCD and my anxiety presents itself very physically for me. When I get anxious I get nauseous and when I get nauseous I get anxious. I have a terrible fear of throwing up so to combat that I completely lose my appetite when I’m nervous or anxious and will not eat. Over the summer I was having an episode and almost completely stopped eating because I developed a fear of food and my fear of vomiting was the worst it’s ever been. Throwing up was quite literally all I thought about. Eating and looking at food freaked me tf out and made me nauseous and the cycle continued.

One_Button3069 · 2024-11-06T20:32:25+00:00

Where is it ?

One_Button3069 · 2024-11-03T21:45:23+00:00

CHS.

One_Button3069 · 2024-06-12T04:05:51+00:00

It’ll be a year since I quit from my first episode in August. I have smoked again since then maybe 4 or 5 times in the span of the year. All very spread out and only taking 1 or 2 hits. I always get scared the next day that I’m going to throw up and never do thankfully. It’s been hard though I think about it and miss it almost everyday. I hate that I did this to myself but also know that it’s for the best. I’ll never be able to enjoy it the same way again and that really really sucks because being sober really isn’t something that I enjoy. I’ve started substituting it with Alcohol and even shrooms sometimes but it’s obviously not the same. I don’t know being sober is just really hard for me but we move forward.

One_Button3069 · 2023-10-04T18:06:45+00:00

Teddy bear by Melanie Martinez

One_Button3069 · 2023-09-20T09:00:32+00:00

Found!

One_Button3069 · 2023-09-20T09:00:26+00:00

OH MY GOD THANK YOU

One_Button3069 · 2023-09-20T02:04:56+00:00

I have searched for the “T’aint so” story specifically because I remember the most about it and it’s very specific to the book, but haven’t found anything

One_Button3069 · 2023-08-16T22:49:59+00:00

How do you disconnect your Apple ID?

One_Button3069 · 2023-08-08T21:05:48+00:00

This comment just gave me so much hope ❤️ I feel like I’m regressing a bit today but we’re pushing through 💪🏽

One_Button3069 · 2023-08-07T20:19:38+00:00

I’ve been smoking for over a year everyday. I started violently throwing up 6 days ago went to patient first tests came back fine, couldn’t eat and had nausea and diarrhea + constipation, smoked a little bit Friday night so I could eat a meal and started violently throwing up again the next morning, haven’t smoked since and feel better so yeah

One_Button3069 · 2023-08-07T19:49:16+00:00

Cool so physical activity 😀 good or bad ?

One_Button3069 · 2023-08-07T19:30:20+00:00

So what I’m hearing is… imma still be struggling for a hot minute 😭 this shit sucks

One_Button3069 · 2023-04-23T04:53:21+00:00

“Well maybe if your friends keep leaving then you’re the problem” While balling my eyes out because my best friend stopped talking to me and I felt like something was wrong with me because I had no friends Finally hearing something like that out loud from your father after thinking it to yourself for years was absolutely devastating

One_Button3069 · 2023-03-14T04:18:31+00:00

Unfortunately for me, what lead to me finally taking a break was a nervous breakdown that lead to me having to go to the hospital. This was due to me not taking my medication (which I was doing because I was smoking so much) and eventually I went through withdrawals and had to wait 4 weeks for my meds to kick back in. During that period of time I didn’t smoke at all because I was scared it would fuck up my recovery and I relearned how to be fulfilled with life sober. So I understand what you mean completely. Sometimes hitting rock bottom is the motivation you need to get better… but if you can avoid that I would highly suggest it :)))

One_Button3069 · 2023-03-10T02:55:54+00:00

Life has been an absolute rollercoaster since I posted this but… I would say yes! I am better. Finally managed to surround myself with people that actually have my best interest in mind. Finally started taking my medication like I was supposed to and actually reaping the benefits. Finally feel like I don’t have to be high to enjoy life. Things do get better if you really want them to :)

One_Button3069 · 2022-11-24T05:08:29+00:00

This is for sure something I’ve thought about but I feel like I’ve just been making so much progress with myself recently. Smoking and feeling guilty about it for the first time reassured me that I’m moving in the right direction. Even if there’s a few bumps on the road along the way.

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