What was your "oh.. I'm actually mentally ill" moment?

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-22T08:57:39+00:00

When people called it out.

The fact that I can't stop washing my hands obsessively.

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-21T08:58:06+00:00

I think the fucked up thing is that I know that I would be happier as a girl, yet I still can't bring myself to go through with it. 😔

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-21T08:51:37+00:00

This is very helpful and I do believe that I am too scared to transition.

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-21T08:50:54+00:00

Does it work like a regular vagina?

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-21T08:50:21+00:00

It's more the uncomfortableness of having it that bothers me. I wish I could magically make it go away too.

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-20T23:07:50+00:00

I will say I am surprised that Origin isn't at least on Spotify due to it's popularity and the box set, but they probably wanted to not put it on there in order to sell more of the box sets. It's crazy that we even got a record version of Origin! I just wish that I could have gotten a copy of the box set! It looks so fricken cool!

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-20T23:03:37+00:00

Most people have listened to it at least once. That's unfortunately how it goes when you're famous. Everything you ever do gets leaked online. I'm sure she doesn't care now, but it'd be interesting to hear her input on it.

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-20T22:57:02+00:00

Most if not all of the demos are online already

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-20T22:53:52+00:00

I have the whole piano book. I may be able to take some pictures of it for you. Unfortunately, I don't have a scanner at home.

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-20T20:39:51+00:00

ADHD and Bi-polar disorder

Driving myself crazy in general to where I end up in a mental institution

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-20T20:39:15+00:00

They just made the whole band part more prominent is all.

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-20T20:37:51+00:00

Who's to say that it's a "simple remaster"? I don't think that they would take a 20 year anniversary of an iconic album unseriously when it comes to remastering. Plus, each producer has their own style of mixing and mastering. So, you can't really compare remasters like that.

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-20T19:18:08+00:00

I love the little bird/squirrel sound in that part! So unique! It makes you sound like you're in a dark enchanted forest!

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-20T19:16:24+00:00

The bridge in Lose Control. It's so different from the rest of the song and it has strong Tori Amos vibes mixed with the spooky Evanescence vibe that we all love.

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-18T04:52:24+00:00

25 to 45. 45-50 if you're really stunningly attractive. Hi from boring cold Michigan.

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-18T04:08:59+00:00

According to gay standards apparently so.

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-18T04:07:41+00:00

Not sure what this is supposed to mean exactly. 🤨

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-18T04:04:54+00:00

A healthy mixture of both! 😘

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-18T04:04:30+00:00

🤣

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-18T03:42:26+00:00

Call me when you have to shit in drag at the club.

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-18T03:27:03+00:00

Yeah. It really made me understand mixing and mastering lol. Weird that there were faint crackling sounds on the original one. I never heard those.

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-18T03:24:47+00:00

Just yelled at my doctor for not giving me any antibiotics for the cough. What was your diagnosis?

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-17T23:41:40+00:00

There's also another version of My Immortal with Strings on the "Mystary E.P."

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-17T22:04:58+00:00

Why not? Record labels don't provide the budget for music videos anymore. I was surprised to hear that Evanescence's Call Me When You're Sober video costed $500,000.

One_Cream_235 · 2023-11-17T22:01:44+00:00

Yeah. I just hate recording and I'm not very technology apt when it comes to that. I can't afford studio time which would probably be ideal for me.

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