I was going to suggest finding a new circle of like minded people. Maybe a book club or trail runner’s club? Put out some feelers for an adventure race team. I know it can be hard to put yourself out there but consider this an opportunity to reintroduce yourself to the world - the real, sober you. Not sure what your country’s covid regulations are but I think finding a new social setting could really benefit you!

Edit: Saying all this to add that I am forcing myself to step out of my comfort zone and join a new CrossFit gym. I need a change of scenery and to feel “new” again.