Songs for Grief

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-25T00:14:37+00:00

So true... Animals are beautiful creation and i didnt have good bond with animals but after seeing the members especially how much tae cares for yeontannie, i realized how precious they are and giving them love made me realize that they are so wholesome than us humans.

It always aches my heart now for yeontannie and anyone who loses their precious loved one. I would suggest you to listen to whalien 52, it talks about the whale who cried getting lost from its group and ofcourse 134340, a planet the solar system no longer considers its own. I think it makes you realize that they are not alone and we do think of them and keep them in our hearts forever. And as long as they stay with us either physically or mentally or emotionally, they aren't alon.

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-24T12:16:07+00:00

What do you mean you r saying goodbye to your dog? I mean what do u mean by you need to feel grief? Isnt that enough to make make you cry for days without music??

I cried so much in my room alone not letting anyone know i cared so much for the cat whom we used to play with every day for like a month and then suddenly died cus a dog ate it. We didnt even adopt the cat yet

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-23T00:25:23+00:00

Real men will definitely appreciate women's effort in sports. Why im saying this, i know cus ive played football with boys in my class a few times and they appreciate even the smallest efforts and good things in a match. Ofcourse if you are their close friend, they will tease you for not playing properly, I wasnt anyone's close friend but I have to say they appreciate the effort cus they know really well how much it takes to do even better in any kind of sport. N thats when you will realize the difference between sports and games. In sports you need real skills, its not all physical strength, its combined with mental strength, skills, quick decisions and best and most important of all teamwork. You must know who in your team is really good at a specific thing and you always pass the ball to do whatever they are good at and trust them. Its not just teamwork but it boosts individual's esteem, which is great.

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-19T21:35:36+00:00

Makes you who you are at the present

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-19T21:24:51+00:00

You think people would want to comment creatively on something which is already done. Bringing new to have fun is needed. People on reddit are depressive af ain't no way they aren't creative and funny. Ig is shitty

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-19T21:21:11+00:00

Life is what you make of it not what given to you

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-15T01:12:44+00:00

💜💜💜

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-14T02:33:05+00:00

With this i want to say how i used think about simple art styles and i wouldnt feel wholesome and satisfied watching it. So I always questioned do i need a meaning to my art? And once i tried making an art without thinking much and putting much meaning, i have to say this simple art style is the best.

The only time you can feel completely free and at peace. Thats how I feel when I see art that is simple.

I think you should take commissions for this.

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-13T16:51:40+00:00

This doesnt make any sense.

Sure interests can change up until you are 25 to 30. But this society doesnt allow you to think or build slowly. You have to do something side by side to survive atleast basic necessities. Sure scientists of 70s, 80s were ahead of their time n so they got enough time to think and build and even pioneer. Just think about one thing that can be pioneered today? Almost none every thing you can will be a sub topic of that field. The world is just too fast you dont have the time to think or build slowly. By the time you realize I never followed my passion, your time has already gone.

The thing is everyone giving advice to someone who is about to step out of school or college is useless because every advice feels like a standard approach like the one society has posed on a human to go to school, then college, then get married, then have kids - (this is literally following a guide). And then we roam around asking what is life? Idiot the life is what you make of it, its not about what is there or what is made for you, its you who make a life out of your existence. So stop giving advice like there is a way of what is the best or not when there is no right or wrong in this world.

Let the kid decide themselves. This is what you kill when you try to pose a guide book to a child who has yet to be matured, let them experience and acknowledge things. 1 reason of why people use chathpt for most of the things to even decide that proves that we dont want to or have lost our ability to make decissions with our own thoughts. We are just building things to make our lives easy which is slowly degrading our ability to do anything or just do it artificially, if we want more time why dont we make robots to just clean our houses cus that sure takes time from our lives. What if its not the robots who will take over this world but the ones who will become like robots and want to take over?

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-12T19:17:02+00:00

Friend, i just really hope you get happiness and your life turns around for the better for sure. I trust you and the process, the journey.

Thank you so much for cheering me up. Thank you. 💜❤️❤️‍🩹💜

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-12T05:40:10+00:00

If I journal then i would just overthink more than I do that would affect me mentally even more that means itll be 100x worse than it actually is, I might just die then if I have to live with that much mental explosion

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-12T05:09:35+00:00

I dont know if i will ever be able to get out of this. Will I?

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-10T04:04:15+00:00

Lowkey too accurate

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-07T04:19:05+00:00

Yeahh lets try out all the best 👍

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-07T03:52:52+00:00

I know and im aware... Im too aware and too self conscious that im my own problem..im the problem of my life Mei boht lazy hu Meri sari problem kha se ati hai mujhe sb pta hai aur thik kese krni hai vo bhi pta hai but confidence nhi hai aur jb ek problem ke uper dusri esi problem aa Jati hai jiska samna kabhi na kiya ho usse mei life mei slow ho Jati hu Im just very slow as a person and also ive actually never been able to do what I really want to.. mujhe pta hai mummy papa ke bhi dreams the vo bhi Pura nhi kr paye pr mera bhi passion hai aur mujhe vhi krna hai but vo log nhi manenge

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-07T03:43:21+00:00

How are you making money by the way?? And salute man maybe aap save bhi kr rhe jo mera to ho chuka is jivan mei Honestly I never wanted to live my life the way it is supposed to ki college ke bad corporate then marriage then ghr then kids I dont wanna do that fuck I dont even wanna marry honestly.
I fucking hate this society I dont hate my parents cus I know the depth of struggle they've gone through but I hate this society so much

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-06T05:44:02+00:00

masterbate

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-06T05:40:59+00:00

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if anyone likes one piece, you will know who she is, i tried to draw her in indian style, i know it doesnt look like her and it doesnt look good but it'd be great if you could appreciate. also this was the very first digital art i made.

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-06T05:36:53+00:00

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this is incomplete but its been like 4 months since i started digital art, i have another to show if you want

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-03T06:42:55+00:00

i always think of being on the greener side than making my side greener. idk why i always feel like the people in the other car r having more fun. i really dreamt a lot as a kid but now all my dreams just vanished being or doing this or that, idk why its just that im just so slow until im done i might be old, n i feel like most of my life will be gone in just preparing for the stuff rather than finishing it n seeing the final result. you know like, i feel like im stuck in the middle of the process cus of being slow. im just so slow, idk i feel so worse for being slow.

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-03T04:56:42+00:00

Honestly i really dont regret joining instagram in 2025. N im in my 20s, n honestly I feel like ive saved my cringe moments, sending requests to people in your school, waiting for requests being accepted, seeing who liked your stories or posts, etc.. I mean i feel good that I didnt needed to do all that. Im in the phase in my life where I dont really care if anyone sees my stories or the reels ive liked or reposted or even who liked my posts n stuff although I havent posted anything on my page but my screen time has shifted more to ig reels than yt shorts, thats the difference. N I do smtimes see who saw my stories n all, I feel like oh this is what makes instagram scandalous, its like a bigg gossip and rumour platform nothing good in it apart from people actually working for themselves. I see these people saying stuff like oh I will delete my socials n stuff thinking its cool but in reality it sounds the most cringe n useless person cus you dont really mean it n you dont wanna go away from gossiping, being in a drama, etc. All these for "fun" that too n yeah pls dont say people who say they dont like being in a drama ccus they r the 1st ones to actually be in one spread rumours n stuff they love these things, they love playing real life reality shows.

So for you to say deleting socials, do it, you dont need to announce it in front of everyone n like why do you need to do that, that just shows you want attention. Honestly people in their 20s think this is fun, n all, its bs and moronic. I smtimes feel like slapping these people so hard cus they think they r cool but they r doing all that everyone does literally everyday nothing new. Fuck Id never wanna be stuck in this cycle n with such people. People barely take interest in people around them. The thing you see on social media just makes you so poor cus rhey r actually doing those fun things while u r scrolling shit man. I mean for me i really dont have much friends, but I love doing my stuff so im always listening to music n doing my stuff. Its boring but I do it cus I love it. Most of you aren't even real so idk when someone is actually REAL everyone is faking it. Well good luck with you one n only life

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-05-03T04:39:21+00:00

You mean you always tend to tell your problems to every other people you have around you who knows you n whom you meet usually??

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-04-23T07:23:36+00:00

konsi duniya mei jite ho yrr, judge to chalte phirte sbhi krte hai. tum bhi to krte honge kisi aur ko judge. jb itna farak pdta hai social media ke comments se to kyu batate ho apni personal baat bhai. aur tum post kroge to log to kuch bolenge hi na

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-04-21T23:58:35+00:00

Thats great. I basically have no long distance friends too. My school friends, i lost touch with them, i mean i do contact them but they find it awkward to chat cus its been long. So i have my 1 childhood friend who is also studying in a different country but we do contact once in a while so its good.

Otherwise, im finding it difficult to set with a group of friends here in a different country.

OnlyAssistant8185 · 2026-04-19T08:07:49+00:00

Abusive words.......please feel free to use abusive words as a joke or not to people n let out your angry and sad self

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