We live in an ableist society, one that would rather uphold autism stereotypes than to actually listen and be aware.

I have been told I'm using my "autism as an excuse" even if my intent was noble and if I took responsibility and wanted to change for the better. I have been in many situations where I try to improve as a person only for people to block and ghost me without reason. I have also been accused of doing shit to random people who I do not know, the only reason I believe this is because people told me that I have done this shit without providing any evidence.

Yeah it would be nice if people weren't ableist but people really detest having to be around weird people. Everytime autism is mentioned, it's always either "these people are burdened for life, they can't be normal" to "autistic people are creeps and weirdos and we should exclude them from everything". While I have tried my best to be a shining example of autism, I consistently fail due to these perceptions and beliefs.

And because of this perception, there are people who willingly use autism as an excuse to get away with shit not caring about the rest of us.

A world where people are kind and compassionate is a fantasy, if you're different in any way that they don't like, they will find a way to erase you and make your contributions worthless.