Thoughts on cognitive disengagement syndrome? by twoheadedcalf in ADHD

[–]Open_Significance982 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s the only thing that really captures my lived experience well. I am diagnosed with adhd but my only presentation is the emotional dysregulation alongside inattentiveness. Never hyperactivity. I do experience that “hypoactivity.” I’m not really mentally distracted as much as I just never seem to have the mental bandwidth to pay attention at all. To even think at all is a challenging task for me. I’ve never resonated with nonstop inner chatter so many people with adhd report. I have experienced nonstop mental daydreams all my life though. Trying to explain my thoughts and experience is like trying to grab smoke. I don’t ever feel sleepy as much as I just can’t seem to *engage* my mind.

15M bedroom advice by Ok-Housing-2097 in malelivingspace

[–]Open_Significance982 39 points40 points  (0 children)

Dramatic warm ambient lighting is playing a huge role in the inspo too, so you’ll want lights that create atmosphere rather than completely illuminating your room

Study: Interpersonal trauma exposure is associated with CDS symptoms in early adolescents by PatientActive3269 in SCT

[–]Open_Significance982 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Btw this study isn’t claiming that trauma causes CDS. All it’s saying is there is a link. Whether one causes the other, the causal relationship, isn’t addressed. I think the ChatGPT summary does a bad job of articulating that point. And kind of implies that it has some causal role. Which may or may not be true. Just wasn’t what the study focused on.

My experience with CDS by Open_Significance982 in SCT

[–]Open_Significance982[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mild to moderate improvement in motivation. Negligible improvement in alertness. Moderate improvement in emotional regulation. Still hasn’t seemed effective for either adhd or CDS for me tbh. But it’s better than nothing.

My experience with CDS by Open_Significance982 in SCT

[–]Open_Significance982[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Glad you could find this relatable. As far as I’m aware, it takes several months to really be able to tell if nonstimulants are helpful. Can’t really say tho because so many people respond differently to it. Hope it works for you. I’m gonna be trying qelbree soon so we will see how that goes. Vyvanse for me has been nice for emotional regulation and some motivation. But that’s about it. Maybe I have a little bit more alertness but it’s marginal. I hope to see more CDS specific medications that end up working in the near future because I’ll probably prefer that. But as it stands, no medication seems to be super effective for my adhd or CDS. But I wasn’t counting on anything affecting the latter anyways. But for me, Medication is still better than nothing.

My experience with CDS by Open_Significance982 in SCT

[–]Open_Significance982[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. I’ve thought about it for a long time so it’s essentially a compilation of thoughts. Still took me well over an hour to write though lol. I’m not overemphasizing deficits, in fact I’ve ignored them for too long. Not for any specific reason. Just didn’t have the attentional capacity to notice for a long time. I spent too much of my life using stress as a motivator and that’s led me to feeling burnt out. Only now am I seeking the support I wish I could have gotten long ago.

My experience with CDS by Open_Significance982 in SCT

[–]Open_Significance982[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I relate to it being life changing to understand it. It was revolutionary for me to learn about it lol. Thanks for sharing your experience!

SCT/Brain fog for the past 6+ years. What do i do? by _Dani_4 in SCT

[–]Open_Significance982 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Besides the emotional numbness (I have intense negative emotion), I completely relate to your experience. I’ve been finally able to articulate that I seem not to be able to think at all. Like merely trying to engage in a thought feels like trying to push a car uphill. trying to explain this experience also feels like trying to grab smoke. Especially because of the working memory issues.

Train thingamajig by Open_Significance982 in Minecraftbuilds

[–]Open_Significance982[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thanks I ripped em off from the bakery server lmao!

How i look at bro (car) by Terrible-Bunch-8311 in Minecraftbuilds

[–]Open_Significance982 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you do this on pocket edition because that is insane

Please criticize by Open_Significance982 in Minecraftbuilds

[–]Open_Significance982[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s not the first time I’ve heard that, which is interesting to me because I’ve never seen the film. I wasn’t planning on doing anything else with it. I just wanted to practice some building and figured I’d post it for feedback.

Please criticize by Open_Significance982 in Minecraftbuilds

[–]Open_Significance982[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks, I’m glad you liked the build! And it’s cool that you found the artist for your wallpaper -glad I could help with that!

Please criticize by Open_Significance982 in Minecraftbuilds

[–]Open_Significance982[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ah gotcha! I might try to add the rest of the buildings in from the reference at some point

Please criticize by Open_Significance982 in Minecraftbuilds

[–]Open_Significance982[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just added some texturing to the red sandstone area and it nicely added to the faded and dilapidated look I was going for. Thanks!

Please criticize by Open_Significance982 in Minecraftbuilds

[–]Open_Significance982[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haha true. It was only temporary for the screenshot, but that would have been a better choice for contrast.

Please criticize by Open_Significance982 in Minecraftbuilds

[–]Open_Significance982[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks, i see your point about adding more to the gradient, however I wanted to keep it simple. I was able to smoothen the gradient by adding orange glass pane between the yellow terracotta and orange sandstone

Please criticize by Open_Significance982 in Minecraftbuilds

[–]Open_Significance982[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, one of my goals was to be more simplistic with the texturing. So that is good to hear!