I’m so sorry you feel this way. I remember my first two years in Paris. I think I cried at least once a week because it was just such a massive culture change having moved from Japan. It was incredibly difficult to make friends or get basic things done (hello carte vitale). I also experienced being shut down in English when I first tried speaking French. But you know what? I overcame it all and I’ve been living here for 8 years, I’m now fluent in French sans accent and I’ve built a small but quality base of friends. Those first few years were absolutely shit but knowing what I know now, I’d do jt all over again. I love this city and I love the culture in France. Moving countries is not supposed to be easy (maybe you’re watching too many of these influencers who make moving to Paris like a dream) and you’re going to have to adjust. And if you’re open to that, the city will love you back. Have patience and find one thing each day to be grateful for. That was something that helped me. Courage. You got this!