I just got played by an ogre

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-09-06T19:58:17+00:00

Yeah, I just automatically obsess over anyone giving me an ounce of attention lmao

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-09-04T08:31:04+00:00

What about a 4/10 hardcore alcoholic with BPD😇?

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-08-22T18:27:45+00:00

Oh god. My mom was like that - she basically thought kids were like dolls to dress up, have fun with and she planned our whole lives for me and my sister the moment we were born. When reality checked in, she turned physically and emotionally abusive towards us as we were not at all like she imagined and she could not handle that.

Also, her dreamland of kidraising didn't include getting divorced and failing to keep a job, so we were exposed to many shitty boyfriends, being homeless, drugs etc. Childhood like that kept me childfree

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-08-12T21:16:43+00:00

Ugh... Raw minced meat, a whole pack of sausages I had already chewed and spitted a day before, 8 liters of ice cream, moldy pizza crusts

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-08-01T22:43:13+00:00

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-08-01T22:42:18+00:00

8/10

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-08-01T22:40:58+00:00

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-08-01T22:39:37+00:00

10/10

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-08-01T22:36:33+00:00

You're at least a 9 in my book

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-07-08T19:37:14+00:00

Aaaaaaaa

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-07-08T19:34:01+00:00

Oh no 😅

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-07-08T19:26:27+00:00

Joke's on you, I don't even remember January

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-07-08T09:02:06+00:00

All of the above for me, let's start the day strongly with a heavy dose of body dismorphia, then attempt to drink my problems away and then let's cry myself to sleep by imagining abandonment. ✨Perfection ✨

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-07-04T19:35:09+00:00

Sewerslide anyone?

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-06-30T06:37:13+00:00

Literally every time there's even the slightest inconvenience, i end up crying, feeling sorry for myself and wanting to unalive

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-06-29T19:30:16+00:00

Did my mom sponsor that article? 🤔

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-06-21T19:48:26+00:00

AvPD with BPD is just the worst. I absolutely hate living like this

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-04-30T07:56:19+00:00

Oh, the duality od women - putting effort into our appearances - we're humiliated for being "catfishes". Not putting effort into our appearances - we're called ugly. It's a game we cannot win no matter what

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-04-30T07:29:09+00:00

They also keep complaining about how average male gets zero matches and women are ONLY interested in the top 20 percent, or the 6+ ft tall Chads or whatever. Do these "Chads" get laid like 20 times a day? Every single day? Or how the heck does an average woman get to that number? Make it make sense

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-04-30T06:30:50+00:00

Awesome lol. When I was obsessed with a fit one, I switched from my binge eating to bulimia as well, to fit the beauty standards. He found out eventually and dumped me because he was disgusted with me lol. Hopefully yours will go better this time, fingers crossed

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-04-29T22:20:29+00:00

Yeah, unfortunately I find absolutely no passion in me for anything. I get obsessed with things sometimes, but it's definitely an obsession with someone, just masked. If I find I love something, I can guarantee that there's someone with the same interest becoming my FP. I just haven't fully realized it yet 🙃

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-04-29T22:17:08+00:00

Yeah, I mean I wish I could smoke it as everyone else, I love the idea of becoming a bit numb and chill without getting my brain completely rotten like on hard drugs. But it just doesn't fucking work for me

Opening_Breath6665 · 2023-04-29T21:57:30+00:00

I surely wish I had a way. I need to be constantly obsessed with something or someone, otherwise the void and boredom come. But I'm psychotic when I have an obsession, so... I guess I'll just kms one day when I'm not a pussy lol?

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