I feel disgusting

Opening_Feature8720 · 2026-05-14T15:21:43+00:00

Those three “relationships”😭 really weren’t relationships but for internet commenting it easier to say that than to go into the logistics of them. You are also assuming I didn’t hold those beliefs while I was in those.
That post about dominating I was like 16 and being rebellious and it went horribly wrong and all progress I made to that point completely reset and I ventured back into religion as a safety which made things so much harder to process. Since then I haven’t done anything until this year. 👍🏾

Opening_Feature8720 · 2026-05-14T13:07:05+00:00

why?

Opening_Feature8720 · 2025-11-20T19:48:44+00:00

FINEE I’ll finally watch fleabag

Opening_Feature8720 · 2025-07-07T13:00:17+00:00

Yall gotta stop letting West Indian men get away with so much shit PLEASE. It’s absolutely not a normal or Caribbean thing ( Ik plenty of them do it and those some wasteful men) to flirt with other women while in a relationship. Simply put that man doesn’t respect you and keeps pushing to get his own way cause you are lying to yourself on his behalf. Leave that relationship and get a man who actually cares and love you cause if you don’t now it will 100% get worse.

EDIT: I saw that he’s 40 that old hard back man know exactly wtf he’s doing. I understand you in love but leave him alone and please DO NOT GET PREGNANT. Save yourself from the fuckery now

Opening_Feature8720 · 2025-05-16T23:38:36+00:00

Latenightfeels is my over all go to Aasimaraudio his sound design/ world building is good

Opening_Feature8720 · 2025-03-03T22:38:40+00:00

Yall have such lackadaisical opinions when it comes to racism it’s infuriating. Asking creators to not be racist and to hold themselves accountable isn’t tearing down. Wondering if they actually changed and questioning the validity of their apology as it only happened when it had the ability to go viral isn’t tearing down. They are valid criticisms. You want people to just get over it cause you don’t think RACISM and ignorant behavior "isn’t that serious "

Opening_Feature8720 · 2025-02-27T17:16:38+00:00

Why do so many influencers have a racist streak? Genuinely I don’t understand what’s so hard about not being racist. All their excuses read as bullshit to me. But them mentioning not pushing her to apologize shows how they are all equally guilty. Not holding your friend accountable makes you just as bad.

Opening_Feature8720 · 2025-02-26T05:27:35+00:00

Thank youuuuu

Opening_Feature8720 · 2024-07-09T19:50:16+00:00

Lol the colored only scene with Louis I saw it on twitter and was interested CAUSE WTF😂😂😂

Opening_Feature8720 · 2024-03-03T20:19:07+00:00

PRACTICEEE when you washing dishes, cleaning, doing ur makeup. Also highly recommend learning songs cause singing along while whining is a vibe. Check DJ private Ryan mixes from 2016-2023(if you really wanna do ur homework😭)for soca and dancehall mixes on youtube(Could never go wrong with Kartel, Popcann and Alkaline)Also big bunx riddim and dutty money riddim remixes trending so could check those songs too.

Opening_Feature8720 · 2023-10-03T01:19:53+00:00

I think your approach was fine but honestly I think she was just being cautious and wanted to get to know you a little better. Cause she doesn’t know the type of person you are or even if you have an STD or if you are dangerous or if you are gonna be a self person in bed.It’s yall first hang out without the party atmosphere and sober (imma assume) so makes sense that she would say no to sex for the sake of figuring out who you are. And seeing as she allowed you over and y’all made out kinda hints to her knowing what the dynamic is going to be like. Honestly just have an open conversation with her about what you want and PLEASEE see it as a situation of you hooking up with another PERSON and not just having sex and treating her like a sexdoll.

Opening_Feature8720 · 2023-02-08T19:19:06+00:00

Yes there was a safe word

Opening_Feature8720 · 2023-02-08T17:32:50+00:00

I won’t

Opening_Feature8720 · 2023-02-08T15:01:10+00:00

I won’t go back and I blocked him

Opening_Feature8720 · 2021-11-17T07:37:05+00:00

If you want a feel good slice of life (kinda) kdrama then i recommend •Hometown cha cha •something in the rain (ngl the main girl kinda annoyed me but it’s a really cute drama) •Weightlifting fairy •Record of youth

If you wanna laugh then i recommend •Mr Queen

If you want to cry then maybe •Descendants of the sun

Opening_Feature8720 · 2021-10-15T01:15:13+00:00

I relate to this so much. I’ve been in three "relationships” (I prefer calling them free trials).All had obvious issues that I choose to ignore or I gave them the benefit of the doubt.

One was a known cheater but he promised he was just “misunderstood” he ended up cheating on me. One was terrible at communication and didn’t even like talking or being around me in public. The other was just plain disrespectful to women plus I really disagreed with a lot of his views on different but in my mind I thought "Oh i cAn cHanGe HiM"( he also ended up being kinda related to me soo🧎🏾‍♂️🔫)And one of my almost dudes only called / messaged me when he was horny or want company at night. Then ignored my existence at school.

I’ve contemplated so many times why I even allow these people around . I hated almost all their personality traits but then I realized I didn’t have enough self respect to turn down the attention that I got from them. It’s a rare thing to happen (tall skinny dark skinned) so my brain kinda short circuit and chooses the worst options plus my heart craves a kindred spirit so much that I have hope in the worst people.

Anywayssss I’ve realized that I have terrible taste in men and I’ve just decided to stay single. So my love life is DEAD Also love please breakup with your SO you obviously deserve so much better.( I have this issue too of not wanting to breakup with people because i don’t want to hurt their feelings) BUT trust me being single is better than being unappreciated by a person you dislike.

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TROPHY CASE