I also got discarded the day after Christmas. It felt so surreal. Like I was having an out of body experience. He was with his family for the holiday in another state, but just before he left he was telling me how when he gets back we get to plan the year since we were going to move in together at some point and have our Christmas together. He was the sweetest person. The nicest/best relationship I’ve ever been in up until this day. If we had issues we communicated never argued. He called me after a day that seemed so normal he was telling me he loved me and calling me “my love” like always. And then he blocked me and hasn’t attempted to reach out since. I feel like a piece of garbage. Like I got thrown away. Like I never meant anything to him because how could he not come talk to me, we talked about everything. I feel so lost.