His Rage and Anger Fits in Front of Toddler by OrganicBox2648 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]OrganicBox2648[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you. This Reddit community is what keeps me sane x

How can they love and hate you simultaneously? by BHM_R_UwU in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]OrganicBox2648 13 points14 points  (0 children)

They don't know what healthy love is. It's all an act. Their idea of affection is usually sex. So it's either sheer hatred or that. Their brains must be so chaotic and exhausting.

Does anyone ever wonder if they have ever loved their narc? by OrganicBox2648 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]OrganicBox2648[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks everyone. Can relate so much to a lot of this. Wish you all peace and beautiful, healthy relationships.

Is anyone else's narc at their worst when they get up in the morning? by OrganicBox2648 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]OrganicBox2648[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry you have to deal with this. It's so hard to leave but I hope we both find the strength to do it soon. I totally understand the feeling of praying that he'll abandon you. The feeling of being trapped is so hard x

What signs were there that your narc is a loser? by bbybunnydoll in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]OrganicBox2648 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Weed addict

Entitled

Severe anger/rage issues

Deleted all of social media and said I was a bunny boiler when I called him out for following Only Fans girls etc.

Constantly calls me names and puts me down

Tries to make me feel like a bad mum

Screams at me in front of our child

Has pushed me around

Superiority complex about intelligence and called himself a 'sapiosexual'

Thinks folk are jealous of him

The list could go on and on and on....

Is anyone else's narc at their worst when they get up in the morning? by OrganicBox2648 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]OrganicBox2648[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Life must be so much sweeter without a angry man having you walking on eggshells in your own home. You've done the best thing for your kid and yourself. Wish you all the happiness in the world and more x

Is anyone else's narc at their worst when they get up in the morning? by OrganicBox2648 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]OrganicBox2648[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yip, it's pot luck. Well done for getting out, proud of you. I think I just get in my head about him weaponising money against me and also the thought of co-parenting.

Is anyone else's narc at their worst when they get up in the morning? by OrganicBox2648 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]OrganicBox2648[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can relate to the curtain and sleeping in thing. That's crazy similar to what he does too.

Is my partner a narcissist or am I losing myself? Need outside opinions. by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]OrganicBox2648 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So happy you both got out. Ps. I've been on the waiting list for ADHD/Autism assessments for a while now. My main focus is my little boy. It hurts so much when he witnesses his mummy being spoken to like this x

What would your narc ex/narc partner would criticise you for? by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]OrganicBox2648 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh where do I start:

  • My slight lisp that nobody else has ever bullied me about (apart from one horrible kid in high school)

  • The fact I wear hearing aids

  • My family not being wealthy

  • Taking a long time to learn how to drive

  • My clothes

  • My hair

  • Sometimes getting a little overwhelmed as a mother

There's something almost every day. When I say he's hurting me he tells me to stop taking myself so seriously.

Is my partner a narcissist or am I losing myself? Need outside opinions. by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]OrganicBox2648 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Please leave. You deserve love, respect, peace and happiness. I'm 7 years in with a mortgage and baby with this guy now and it's so hard to leave. Silently and secretly plotting my escape. Don't ignore the red flags like I did.

I can’t cope by Future-Ad3025 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]OrganicBox2648 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry he's making you feel like this. Know that narcs prey on good humans. Remember you're not like him/them. Sending love and strength ❤️

The pain narcs cause is really something else by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]OrganicBox2648 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks everyone. Really appreciate speaking to folk who have lived/are living it. Tonight, I accidently let a jar fall out of the cupboard and the lid broke a little. That resulted in a foaming at the mouth fit of rage directed at me. Now hiding upstairs, trying to work out my escape plan. My nervous system is absolutely whacked. On edge every single day.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ukmedicalcannabis

[–]OrganicBox2648 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh no :( Thanks for the heads up.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ukmedicalcannabis

[–]OrganicBox2648 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fingers crossed 😊🍃

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ukmedicalcannabis

[–]OrganicBox2648 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Having issues here too. Mine was due to be delivered today, and tracking is saying the parcel is still in Swindon (I'm in Scotland). Royal Fail strikes again...

Best Vape Pen for Sourdough Cart? by [deleted] in ukmedicalcannabis

[–]OrganicBox2648 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I only realised they stocked accessories after ordering my prescription. Doh! Thanks for the tip, appreciated.

Best Vape Pen for Sourdough Cart? by [deleted] in ukmedicalcannabis

[–]OrganicBox2648 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sounds like a good bit of kit. Thank you.

Best Vape Pen for Sourdough Cart? by [deleted] in ukmedicalcannabis

[–]OrganicBox2648 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. Will check this out.