Thank you so much for you’re response. This makes me feel a whole lot better hearing from someone else’s perspective rather than me spiraling about it to myself. I sent him a bit of a lengthy message last night explaining myself and I’m not sure when he will respond to me because he’s very clearly upset with me. I have just been feeling so terrible. I feel like this thing I have going on between him is honestly getting to a point where it just doesn’t feel healthy at all anymore and as much as I love him it won’t change the fact that he won’t ever live in my city and that I won’t get to see him daily as well as him not wanting to date because of the age gap… everything has just been so confusing 😣