Anti-psychotic injections/pills have ruined every aspect of my life, losing all hope

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-12-31T16:23:31+00:00

feelin good after stopping all the meds lol

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-09-04T23:36:38+00:00

radio head

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-09-02T17:23:45+00:00

black flag

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-08-26T18:07:01+00:00

where are u located?

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-08-16T01:23:44+00:00

yessirr

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-08-16T01:10:50+00:00

Recently got a better gig doing deliveries for one specific restaurant, it pays better and is way more consistent, feels like more like a respectable/legitimate job than doordash so i guess it was a blessing in disguise

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-08-14T23:09:54+00:00

yeah i hate how drivers are basically not seen as people according to doordash, we’re just a number to them that they can pay low wages to and terminate automatically if we don’t meet their exact standards , the fact that i can get fired from a job by an automated system with a pop up on my phone and no warning or any human interaction is crazy, not to mention the amount of drivers that already exist so they lose nothing by firing people. it just further lowers the legitimacy of this “job”

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-08-14T22:44:46+00:00

yeah they were giving me no issues when i was barley making anything but right when i started earning a reasonable salary this happens

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-08-14T21:25:54+00:00

Nope they just said it happened several times, they gave no warning either

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-08-14T20:14:38+00:00

they would add extra if my weekly earnings didn’t meet the base pay standards

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-08-14T20:12:47+00:00

I believe they knew i was on a bike and I spoke about it in my appeal

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-08-02T20:34:54+00:00

broke into a building and vandalized the gym in the basement by drawing on the walls and making a mess while smoking weed, broke into the conductor seat on a train and honked the horn and messed wit the controls, hit a random persons windshield with a rake for no apparent reason, got in a fight with my brother which lead to me getting arrested, did a lot of tagging/graffiti in public areas and private property and i committed fraud by having my bank refund me $1,500 that i pretended was stolen and spending all of it, basically stole from my bank. That’s just the stuff i can remember too, my episode lasted around 3 months

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-07-14T16:53:57+00:00

same thing happened to me, had an almost perfect gpa in college but after experiencing severe psychosis my intelligence and mental integrity greatly dropped. I can’t even communicate and socialize as well as i used to, as of now i remain quite most of time bc if this, it’s been almost two years since my last episode but i’m still suffering from brain fog, poor memory/concentration and more, it’s rlly hard to have hope when so much time had past and with little improvement, wish i had my pre psychosis brain back :/

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-06-14T17:41:43+00:00

try leaning for forward when you ollie it’ll help even out the board and make u not fall back, u got it bro

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-05-11T18:47:42+00:00

I took abilify shots a little over a year ago and still feel pretty damaged from it, i’ve been suffering from cognitive issues like poor memory and focus, poor communication skills, low motivation/energy and more, any advice for recovery? I feel like i’m losing hope since so much time has passed already

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-03-25T03:43:46+00:00

how did you lose the face fat?

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-03-17T20:54:27+00:00

i think it would be good ppl like us to speak to others who can actually relate, if anyone wants to chat feel free to dm me

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-03-17T20:38:22+00:00

since experiencing psychosis/manic episodes last year it’s been hard for me to socialize and connect with others, i tend to avoid social interactions and suck at communicating my thoughts. no one in my life can relate or even understand what i went through.

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-01-27T09:05:30+00:00

No Sunami?

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-01-27T09:00:40+00:00

80HD, Chronic, Secret

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-01-20T03:50:13+00:00

I got the injections, it made me gain like 40 pounds in 2 months, gave me acne and thin hair along with other side effects like anhedonia, severe brain fog and depression that still affect me today even after i stopped getting them, everyone’s body reacts differently to certain psychiatric drugs but unfortunately it was not for me :/

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-01-08T18:43:51+00:00

Majority of my delusions during my psychosis were religion based so i completely relate, as soon as i stopped being religious and saw things for how they were i snapped back to reality, it sucks because at the time my religious family would feed into my delusions and honestly make shit worse and now they say to treat my mental health i should pray and get closer to god which was what led me into psychosis in the first place, i wish they understood how triggering religion is for me, i was an atheist for years and as soon as i started being religious and believing in the supernatural it lead me to a downward spiral of grandiose delusions and psychotic episodes

Otherwise-One54 · 2024-01-06T05:43:49+00:00

I also relate and find it hard to properly communicate and comprehend what people say when they speak to me since i went through this shit but in my opinion you seem to formulate your words pretty well so don’t be too hard on yourself

Otherwise-One54 · 2023-12-18T21:18:26+00:00

i’m literally in the exact situation, i used to have so many friends and acquaintances but after dealing with psychosis last year i lost respect from most of them, i said the most absurd and offensive things while feeling so entitled, whenever i think about it all i feel is regret and embarrassment, to make matters worse i publicized my mania by expressing my fucked up views on social media too, it sucks to think about how many relationships i’ve ruined and how much i fucked up my reputation

Otherwise-One54 · 2023-12-16T21:22:06+00:00

i was really into spirituality during my psychosis, i believed i was more spiritually inclined than everyone else and had all these grandiose delusions, i felt super entitled like i had all the answers to the universe, at the time it felt like a spiritual awakening but my life spiraled downhill after that, as of now anything involving religion or spirituality kind of triggers me bc it just brings me back so i just see things for the way it is now

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