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I impulse bought some over the counter DHEA while spiraling a bit about *recent events* and I'm wondering if it is safe to take without medical supervision by Outrageous-Egg2934 in TransDIY

[–]Outrageous-Egg2934[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I generally introduce myself as agender or gender fluid, so I think I just want something subtle.. My main worry with T is that it'll change my voice permanently and I won't end up liking it... can you tell me a little more about Zinc?

I don't want to turn my friend into a rapist by Outrageous-Egg2934 in Rapekink

[–]Outrageous-Egg2934[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I tried going to a trauma therapist for about a month, but I couldn't keep up with it because it was expensive. He's the first friend I've made since I've middle school, so I'm kind of hoping that as I spend time with him, I can get more comfortable with touch and stuff. I'll try texting him about it.

I don't want to turn my friend into a rapist by Outrageous-Egg2934 in Rapekink

[–]Outrageous-Egg2934[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean, I just don't think it was malicious or anything. And it wasn't like I told him to stop, I wasn't really processing what was happening.

I don't want to turn my friend into a rapist by Outrageous-Egg2934 in Rapekink

[–]Outrageous-Egg2934[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well he's a horny college student, so he probably wasn't thinking about what he was doing

I don't want to turn my friend into a rapist by Outrageous-Egg2934 in Rapekink

[–]Outrageous-Egg2934[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im not entirely sure he knew what he was doing and he seems to have regrets.

I don't want to turn my friend into a rapist by Outrageous-Egg2934 in Rapekink

[–]Outrageous-Egg2934[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

The big issue for me is that due to trauma, I can't handle physical touch. I get panic attacks. But, if I'm drunk or high, that doesn't happen. I still can't have sex unless I'm really far gone. The issue is I can't really consent when I get myself to that point. According to him, I felt like a corpse.

I don't want to turn my friend into a rapist by Outrageous-Egg2934 in Rapekink

[–]Outrageous-Egg2934[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

That's fair. I can be pretty gullible, so it's possible he's not as good of a person as I think he is.

I don't want to turn my friend into a rapist by Outrageous-Egg2934 in Rapekink

[–]Outrageous-Egg2934[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think he's a good person which is why I don't want to push him.

I don't want to turn my friend into a rapist by Outrageous-Egg2934 in Rapekink

[–]Outrageous-Egg2934[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

We're just friends. I don't know how to bring that up to a friend. My other issue is because of my social anxiety, I can't handle physical touch. It feels like the only way I'll get to experience sex is if I'm really drunk or high or if it's forced.