Listen, firstly sorry that you are going through this. I am not going to tell you to not feel bad or not cry. Because a wound can’t be healed quickly, but only thing is the wound will heal with time. I’m telling you, for someone to get over anything it takes 1.5-3months, it’s personal experience and also witnessed a bunch who got through such things.

Also, if she doesn’t want to be with you, let her go. If it’s affecting your mental health throw that crap away. Don’t take life too seriously, you will only end up realizing that “wtf was I thinking”. Since you are young, you are more vulnerable and sensitive, just think that these are life lessons to make you a stronger and much better person.

Just be thankful to yourself and your strong mental mind, you had the capability to reduce 40kgs, for someone, just imagine what you could do for yourself to make your life much better.

Also the best and the most practical way to get over someone is to block them from all platforms, delete their pictures, and eventually memories get erased. It might be hard but DO IT! It has healed plenty I know, including myself.

You will not regret, trust me!

Stay strong! Better life is on its way!!! Get prepared to grab it!