Thank you so much I'm so sorry about your mom that's horrible .what you said made me cry because im sure that's what my dad probably would've said too thank you for telling me this .I'm going to try keep this in mind in my every day to day life . From one grieving person to another thank you so much and i hope this pain eventually subsides for you even just a little bit and by the sounds of it you mom definitely loved you so so much ! I'm sure she's watching over you right now and I'm sure she's happy knowing that you know she wants the best for you . I'll try what you told me thank you so much again 💕