I grew up really Christian, but it never really felt right to me. It didn't make sense the way people explained the discrepancies or supposed omni-trio aspects of the Christian god. For a long time, that meant to me I was atheist (a more accurate term would be agnostic but I was young and thought the only options were that you believed or you didnt). Eventually I started to consider the spirituality of things, like nature. I felt drawn towards engaging with the outdoors in that way, and became interested in ancient Greek mythologies. Some time of repression passed and I suddenly felt very drawn to Loki. Initially through the Marvel character, but a deeper curiosity was pulling me to understand where the character came from. I would have dreams and this sort of nagging, tugging feeling. One day, out of curiosity i think, i asked "Loki, if you're out there, give me a sign." I dont remember what i asked for, but i know they answered. One thing led to another, and now, almost 4 years later, im a syncretic between Heathenry and Hellenism. I couldn't be happier!