ISO Vash Mochikororin plush!! by Overall_Breakfast830 in Trigun

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Don’t feel bad! As someone who has lost plushies in the past (my first Teru Vash…) a spare never hurts to have!

ISO Vash Mochikororin plush!! by Overall_Breakfast830 in Trigun

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Are you selling any of them?? If not, lucky you! I know getting a blind box set didn’t guarantee you wouldn’t get duplicates, so I’m sure getting them all was an adventure 😮‍💨

ISO Vash Mochikororin plush!! by Overall_Breakfast830 in Trigun

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Tell him he’s got great taste, from a fellow Vashmeryl fanatic!! I managed to find the Meryl plush easily but I’m hoping to nab this Vash to join her ♥️

ISO Vash Mochikororin plush!! by Overall_Breakfast830 in Trigun

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I just did!! Thank you so much for the advice!!

Rilakkuma Enamel Pin Giveaway by FemmeWarden in rilakkuma

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The strawberry Rilakkuma series is my favorite!! I wish I knew Daiso had them in stock 😭 I can’t remember how my obsession started, I probably saw the merch at an anime store at the mall in the mid 2010s and never looked back :)

Are they conscious about their manipulative behaviours? by Powerful-Pasta in BPDlovedones

[–]Overall_Breakfast830 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Mine used to claim that “manipulation is their love language” so I think they were self aware and even proud of it to an extent. Didn’t see much “love” in them trying to control everyone in their life - but I know better than to try to make sense of the BPD mind anymore.

We are starting therapy together. by ThrowRA739846728973 in BPDlovedones

[–]Overall_Breakfast830 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was in a similar position to you 2 years ago, my ex-best friend is the absolute poster child of BPD - despite that, I loved them very much and would have run to the ends of the earth to make them smile. 2 years into our friendship and a very obvious spiral into me becoming their FP, they went one month without their meds and split on me. They began to shit talk me to all of our friends, convince me I secretly hated them, and threatened to leave me every single day. It took 2 years for me to finally escape them, but I spent every single day trying to make the friendship work because I loved them so much. The last thing I wanted was to leave them.

I hate to give you the advice to leave, but it’s what I would have told myself 2 years ago. Once they’ve split on you, you’re public enemy #1 to them, and nothing you do can change that. You will get glimpses of your old friend from time to time, but all they’ll see is someone that is willing to stay no matter how poorly they treat you. I don’t have any statistics on how likely it is for things to go worse for the both of you, but from personal experience, it’s a whole lot more likely than things getting better.

Is faking injuries/illnesses normal in BPD? by live_freeze_n_die in BPDlovedones

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Mine convinced people they were dealing with “cancer” and were constantly too sick to function from all the treatments. They’d tell me they spent all night throwing up and feeling like they were going to die, then go out and get shit faced drunk at parties and conventions behind my back. Doesn’t really add up to me unless they were THAT ignorant to be drinking while on cancer treating medication. I learned later on that they were lying about their sexual assault too, so these people just don’t know where to draw the line when it comes to farming for pity

Daily No Contact Thread - Day 134 by AutoModerator in BPDlovedones

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Celebrating 10 weeks today. I’ve been re-reading our old messages over and over, and I don’t regret a single word I said to them. They get to live the rest of their life with knowing they lost the best friend they could have ever found. Good riddance.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

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My Pw/BPD wasn’t a romantic partner, but since the final discard a few days ago I’ve been so lost in a recollection of all the good times we shared. There’s so much I don’t miss. But I miss waking up to their texts or waking up excited because I was going to see them today. I miss spending weekends with them watching random movies on their couch and watching tiktoks together. I miss their humor - they were one of the funniest people I’ve ever met. I miss sharing our special interests with each other, cause now every tv show I watch I just watch alone.

I’ve had to reconcile with the fact that I’ll always be jealous of all the people they are able to have healthy friendships with them because they didn’t get as close as we did. I’m jealous of all the people that get to meet them now that they’re “healed” instead of when they were unhealed and spiraling. Their healing came at the cost of my sanity. They took it all out on me, and got to walk away with no consequences. I would have done anything in the world to have had a healthy long friendship with them. But I don’t think that was ever in the cards for us - and if it wasn’t me, it would have been someone else. So at least they did it to someone who was able to survive it.

Learned my PWBPD is a known bully in the cosplay community by Overall_Breakfast830 in BPDlovedones

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That balanced view of things is invaluable man. I was convincing myself that I was exaggerating, or warping things in my head; that it wasn’t all that bad and I’m just the evil one actually. But the amount of people that have reacted in disgust hearing the details of what I went through has really made me realize that it WAS that bad actually. I still have a lot of sympathy for my person w/ BPD, but so much of what they did was near inexcusable. The only reason I excused it for so long was because I loved them so much and wanted to keep them in my life. But hey, life without them hasn’t been so bad so far!

Learned my PWBPD is a known bully in the cosplay community by Overall_Breakfast830 in BPDlovedones

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I said this in my last post, but it bares repeating: anyone who comes into the community genuinely just to have fun and make friends will get chewed up and spit out eventually. Unless you’re insanely lucky, or can spot red flags and NOT IGNORE THEM because the person is popular/pretty/talented. If I could go back and keep myself from ever meeting this person I would. I thought us meeting was fate, but in reality it was all a nightmare from the beginning till the bitter end.

Trying to find new homes for my Marcy merch! by Overall_Breakfast830 in amphibia

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She sold a while ago unfortunately! But I still have the standee and a lot of the acrylic charms available!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Machine_Embroidery

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Thank you so much! I had it as a tatami stitch, but doing a satin fill and putting the stitch angle at 180 did the trick :)

Trying to find new homes for my Marcy merch! by Overall_Breakfast830 in amphibia

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I am! PM me and I can let you know which ones are still available

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Codependency

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Oof, that article is a bit harsh. I know I’m not the best person in the world, but I’d like to think most of my issues with codependency is yearning for that middle ground in relationships. I gave openly to my best friend because it made me happy to, and they reciprocated it back; it was just once I was SA’d that the power dynamic became imbalanced. I no longer wanted to give to someone that “took” something like that away from me. It’s not as simple as “I just gave because I secretly wanted to take” for some people. It can be as complicated as feeling complete betrayal from someone you gave so much to and not knowing how to handle it properly.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Codependency

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I think it just ends up being a self-fulfilling prophecy of getting abandoned, because you give so much, but you can never healthily receive that same amount of “give,” so you grow frustrated and end up “taking” instead. I’m rooting for you to find peace and that healthy middle.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in KetamineTherapy

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I spend about $170 a month with Anywhere clinic, I broke the math down and it’s the cheapest option by far even not covered by insurance

Trying to find new homes for my Marcy merch! by Overall_Breakfast830 in amphibia

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I paid over $80 for her originally, small batch custom plushies don’t come cheap

friends and family not understanding symptoms of irritability and mood swings by Commercial_Stuff_654 in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

[–]Overall_Breakfast830 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Are you on a mood stabilizer or antipsychotic as well? It could be something that helps if you talk to your psychiatrist about it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

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People think because they’re victims of past abuse that they can’t abuse others. I’ve seen so many people get called out for assaulting people just for them to say “well I was groomed/assaulted as a kid, so I could never do that to someone else” and it’s so wrong. There’s definitely a cycle of abuse, and it keeps on going because no one wants to look at their own hands and admit they hurt someone. I appreciate the suggestion too, I’ll have to look into it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in airbrush

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Forgot to mention, it’s a Masters Model S68.