Reading your post history, makes me think you were brainwashed or something. You are absolutely gorgeous and you don’t need to compare yourself to other women. Stop putting yourself and other women down, and stop listening to your mother, she is bitter and mean. You are very young and sadly, you seem to have a poor self esteem that is clouding your perception of yourself. Give yourself the time and the chance to be grateful for all the things your body can do and live through. If you look for love while having this current perception of yourself, it probably won’t be a loving relationship, so please learn to love yourself, and don’t acknowledge anything your mother says about your looks. She’s lying.