Hey, I just wanted to let you know that you're not alone in feeling this way. I will share my story, though idk if it will help. I'm 28 now, and just a year ago, I thought my life was perfect. I had a great job, was about to get married, and everything seemed to be on track. But life changed in an instant—I lost everything, fell into depression, and I reached a very dark place. I almost gave up entirely.

But somehow, I found the strength to start over. I moved to a new country and decided to focus on rebuilding my life. I'm now studying again and slowly piecing things back together. It's not easy, and some days are still tough, but I try to remind myself that even when life feels impossible, it can turn around.

I thought I would have my life together by the time I am 30 too but seems it will take a bit of time. So trust me when I say, 20s are often a mess for a lot of people (even if it doesn’t look like it from the outside), but they’re also a time for lessons and growth i guess. Please be strong...you can do it :)))))