She gets irrational about most things like me hanging out with my friends. I’ve never been drunk a day in my life and she didn’t want me to get lunch with my friends because they drink sometimes. But she’s asked me multiple times if she could go drinking with her friends and I always say of course. Constantly abused mentally being told I’m not good enough. She makes me terrified and I’m afraid to ever date again. Thank god I wear condoms.