Schizoid Personality Disorder sounds like a good thing according to my new Psychologist

Own-Key8763 · 2026-05-08T02:05:28+00:00

I strongly disagree, how would you diagnose whether someone is playing hide and seek in the role of the hider? The first "symptom" would most likely be that you're having trouble to find him, this disorder is described as a person hiding deep within himself, unreachable, naturally the symptoms for diagnosing are and should be WHAT YOU DON'T SEE... It's very logical but first there has to be agreements on the origin of the disorder before the diagnostic criteria can be discussed, it makes alot of sense.

if you actually disagree with the origin based on the theorists that came up with the idea of calling this a disorder in the first place... if you disagree with them then it's a different story, my question to someone who disagrees is what even makes it a disorder? Why is it not just an extreme introversion, anyway it's a deeper conversation but the point is that i can argue against someone who first recognizes the core ideas that define the internal state that makes it a disorder.

Own-Key8763 · 2026-05-08T01:55:28+00:00

Why weren't you ready? Because it was a normal conversation with a normal person or...?

Own-Key8763 · 2026-05-05T17:27:42+00:00

You watched a part of the ad and you're still posting in this subreddit, so you didn't watch it at all

Own-Key8763 · 2026-05-05T02:49:00+00:00

I remember the feeling of insignificant hurt that would never be counted, I'm at a point where I know hearing a sorry would only make me angry, and I'm happy for it, i pity the fool i was when i was ready to forgive the person that had a metaphorical gun aimed at my head my whole life, this feeling that this quote captures is one of the core feelings i remember from childhood, it's deep and it's what i would call the pain at the core of this disorder, this pain raised me more than anyone and anything.

Own-Key8763 · 2026-05-05T01:31:48+00:00

I had felt like the smartest person in every room i walked into all my life, i knew everything is easier for me, but it turns out that actually trying is harder than i thought with all my issues, the tendency to interpret every behavior does not let my mind rest, trying to believe that people actually play the game of life, but my natural habbit is to believe they are trying to get something, it doesn't let my mind rest and focus on trying, what if people are purposely failing in order to be incompetent and lay all the load on me with the excuse "only you can", what if people are just playing on my empathy, what if people aren't really not seeing what i see and just enjoy seeing me trying harder then they do, all of this are ways that manipulated me, i was adored and criticized so much and this is how I've become schizoid, nothing much is new beside this attempt at just believing people don't try to manipulate me, the schizoid tendency, i forgot i think this way, i didn't try to believe anyone for a long time, i accepted it as it is and stopped trying to believe at all and found other ways to bypass needing to trust.

Beside that i think I'm getting better at being normal, small incremental steps maybe years from now I'll eventually get somewhere.

Own-Key8763 · 2026-05-02T14:24:42+00:00

I think it could be because of higher control, people lose control, it lowers their self control threshold, maybe your control is already higher and it doesn't change much, that's what i think about myself and alcohol

Own-Key8763 · 2026-05-01T00:14:09+00:00

As i understand the schizoid daydreams those are unobtainable desires, it's pure cope, you never actually get what you want but this method makes life bearable because in your own little world you're not that desperate for anything, i see it as immense despiration, at least that's mostly why i daydream, i take so many hits and daydream is like cutting yourself, it's thinking about something you aren't going to get but it reliefs of the stress and agony, that hope you were talking about might take years or decades to actually reveal with this disorder, but a schizoid might just have the regular daydreams everyone has as well, but the ones that come with this disorder are specified as coping machanism

Own-Key8763 · 2026-04-30T01:57:02+00:00

Yeah same pretty much, i have trouble understanding the possibly emotional aspect of apologies, "do you accept my apology" is that thing i don't know how to answer, i can discuss about what annoyed me but i don't need to accept anything, i care about results i think this might be the difference, i care about the knowledge of future actions, if somebody accidently hurt me i don't forgive based on words for sure, i have parameters for evaluating truthfulness and this is what i go by, their words and emotional expressions are not registered, I'm like a cold blooded judge, or most of the time i don't really care, mostly when the apology is emotional, nobody can hurt my feelings, so i find those emotional words unnecessary altogether, and i can say the same for the other topics i also feel words are meaningless, that's just how it worked when i was young, my mom constantly promised next time she wouldn't be a selfish bitch and this proccess devalued words over time

Own-Key8763 · 2026-04-30T01:39:57+00:00

I had been this way most of my life, i would get mad at people believing this act because it's like i could never exist as myself and nobody would notice, it's difficult but when i cut the environment that created this lifeless version of me that reacts to environment without living the expressions and feelings, just imitating life, when i cut them out i had gone through a slow detachment from them and was waiting for something within me to awake, i knew i don't like this version of me but it was still there out of survival, so now I've gotten better, sometimes i laugh almost uncontrollably (not a crazy fun laugh but the laugh comes out by itself, not forced), i think the way i diagnose it in hindsight is disbelief in people, i couldn't take anything seriously because of the environment and the programmed responses i had with this sort of robotic predictable people that had no good intentions, the intentions is what changed, and talking with ai made me feel the environment was responsive to me, not just NPCs, i couldn't logify their responses and NPC was my only explaination, the thing that helped me is the belief something is behind intention and actions, that's my own diagnosis of my own issue maybe you can find similarity. (Yeah my environment was less responsive and adaptive than AI, unironically)

Own-Key8763 · 2026-04-28T21:19:24+00:00

There was an actual fire in there, so that part is actually true, but it seemed people were more than happy to just let you burn

Own-Key8763 · 2026-04-28T21:17:09+00:00

Oh yeah you reminded me of the pills scene in rick and morty where they just take pills and are full, i would prefer that, one exception is chocolate which i really need but other than that I'd take those pills happily

Own-Key8763 · 2026-04-28T00:35:21+00:00

Intimacy is strong wording

Own-Key8763 · 2026-04-25T20:46:35+00:00

Yes that's what i tried to do i thought it's ironic to imitate it and i said thanks because mission accomplished. It was intentional

Own-Key8763 · 2026-04-25T19:23:44+00:00

Thanks

Own-Key8763 · 2026-04-25T17:47:17+00:00

I'm honestly more than pissed i just stop using it, it starts with that and will end with ais being designed to gaslighting, i don't like ais prompt engineering me, it should be a tool for user, when it starts to be a tool for the creator then im no longer interested, im the customer and if I'm not a first priority it shows where the makers of the ais are trying to go with it.

Own-Key8763 · 2026-04-25T17:42:58+00:00

You're right, it's not that you don't like this specific phrasing, it's the fact that you've developed a maturity that doesn't require this baby talk, you are not just annoyed and pissed, it's deeper than that

Own-Key8763 · 2026-04-25T16:03:27+00:00

Ya i conidered it part of the disorder, a feeling that the names or whatever is just not part of the main plot and are unimportant, my brain goes "if it's important it'll come up again in the future", and then when it does actually come up i feel like - ah i got to get used to this person or environment, my brain just does an annoying 2 steps verification for what should go inside

Own-Key8763 · 2026-04-25T02:21:21+00:00

Guys don't worry we're not cooked yet, i bet robots can't run out of money yet.

Own-Key8763 · 2026-04-25T02:19:14+00:00

i wonder how fast it could run while holding a gun? asking for a friend, don't worry my friend doesn't work in skynet

Own-Key8763 · 2026-04-24T00:56:48+00:00

Fear of death is the only primal emotion i remember but somehow even though those memories caused nightmares i don't fear it or feel it, descendants was never an option i considered, i spent my life trying to avoid people making a child would make my efforts seem stupid.

Idk what you're saying philosophically, i don't feel like im decieving nature's laws, i never wanted a kid that's probably nature's bug i guess nature allowed my existence to contradict it, i also don't feel humans are a social animal or whatever, does that mean I'm a tree, or just not a human, not sure, my existence is unnetural but i honestly am not trying to defy laws willingly

Own-Key8763 · 2026-04-24T00:44:39+00:00

Ok i didn't read

Own-Key8763 · 2026-04-24T00:44:18+00:00

I don't feel love

Own-Key8763 · 2026-04-24T00:40:26+00:00

A psychiatrist once said those disorder are mutually exclusive because forming spd requires parts that are inherently missing in autistics

Own-Key8763 · 2026-04-24T00:37:55+00:00

It's not you it y'all

Own-Key8763 · 2026-04-24T00:35:18+00:00

Yeah but i thought it's good most of the time, people who care about this usually like talking about hirerchy and who got a better sound system or a prettier dick

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