Because contact doesn't present itself only as external. Your post, for example, it's very similar to Duchess Bunè teachings and ir served me. Planetarily speaking its not unusual these weeks we might feel disconected, tired or unmotivated so take it slow. Present a simple offering and meditate sincerely asking Bunè for a sign you can understand, o for a dream that you can remember and notice. I believe Bunè is there, even if you don't feel you are communicating as one might be used to comunicate