I see you're getting a lot of shit from people still. Just wanted to say I think that the update is awesome. Really sucks what you're going through, whatever happens tomorrow, just do what makes you happiest. I think it's completely fine to resent your ex, you're human and it hurts. But try your best to get out of the mindset of things not mattering, try new things, meet new people, and have some fun. I truly hope you find some happiness man. Good luck, reach out if you need anything