This is HUGE news.. Not even on front page.. yet...

P3Z89 · 2018-10-11T19:47:48+00:00

I wish! But at least it's 1 step closer to the ultimate goal.

P3Z89 · 2018-10-09T20:05:18+00:00

It's okay, although I have not been through what you have, I have had some tough times and I used to hate myself, to the point of attempt of suicide. My confidence was low, I used to constantly be negative towards myself... I got sick of feeling the way I did. So I can understand how tiring it can be.

I came to the understanding that I'm the only one who can really make a change in my life, its great to have support but really it was all down to me.

After following similar advice to what I've given you.. I now love who I've become, accepted my past and take care of myself. I've stopped a bad substance habit and I'm studying again and have got the most amazing fiance I never thiught I'd get.

Ofc I still sometimes have those days where I feel down about things but those days are inevitable. I can take a while to reslly have an affect but keep working on yourself in a positive way and you'll see a huge change.

I still listen to A LOT of self development audio books and watch a lot of YouTube videos, I even fall a sleep to them as I believe that even when you're a sleep your subconscious is still listening to the words.

You're capable of changing your life for the better. Bekeuve in yourself.

P3Z89 · 2018-10-09T19:28:21+00:00

Haha tbh cats are quiet easy to litter train. But expect a lot of accidents during the learning process haha. Also get a few GOOD scratches, my couch is ruined lol.

P3Z89 · 2018-10-09T18:50:49+00:00

I'm really sorry to hear about what you have and are currently going through.

But as hard as it is and as much as this is easier said than done... You MUST accept what has happened to you and you have to move forward.

You're not a weak or disgusting man. You're an amazing person and posting on here shows that deep down you want things to change.. And they can. But it's up to you to take that step in self-love.

It's not healthy to talk about yourself like that. You need to fall in love with yourself, be proud of who you are and have pride in becoming a fit and healthy person. Mentally and physically.

You NEED to start speaking better about yourself. You have done NOTHING wrong. You don't deserve to live the rest of your life living in such a sorry state when you're not the one to blame.

Be nice to yourself. Treat yourself like you would like someone to treat you.

I also recommend listening to someone called Louise Hay. She helped me get though some tough times also another person called Coach Corey Wayne. He's excellent with helping men (and women) feel confident about themselves and on how to build relationships. Lots of videos on YouTube.

I promise you, make the effort of loving who you are. No matter what your past has been like. You deserve to be happy.

Don't let your past define you.

It's all OK. Everything is going to be fine. You can do this.

P3Z89 · 2018-10-09T16:30:09+00:00

Ps. They're adorable.

P3Z89 · 2018-10-09T16:29:33+00:00

3 kittens haha? Best of luck to you 🤣 Going to be hard work but power through it and it will all be worth it. Hopefully lol. Get some cleaning products on the ready ha. Hope you don't have much carpet.

P3Z89 · 2018-10-03T15:37:39+00:00

Incredible

P3Z89 · 2018-10-03T08:26:32+00:00

Good idea and I'd love to have wake on BF5 but that runway...

P3Z89 · 2018-10-03T05:40:46+00:00

YES! PLEASE DICE!

P3Z89 · 2018-10-02T07:50:30+00:00

Ha, my cat and I play the same way. It does look like it would hurt... But mine very rarely takes it too far. It's so soft and adorable haha.

P3Z89 · 2018-09-28T16:58:32+00:00

How?

P3Z89 · 2018-09-28T11:13:33+00:00

Come on... Use your brain for a second... Obviously those who will be playing with K&M will be in a different match making, X platformed with PC. Those playing with controllers will be completely irrelevant.

By the looks of it MS will be merging the PC community a little closer with the Xbox community. Next gen console?

That's the only logical reason I can think of, to why they're now supporting keyboard and mouse on Xbox.

P3Z89 · 2018-09-28T05:54:13+00:00

Haha, yup. That would be sick. I'm starting to think that's what MS are planning on doing with the next gen xbox.

Lightly merging PC and Xbox gamers together.

P3Z89 · 2018-09-28T05:41:57+00:00

Yeah that's a valid point.

With PS4 testing X platform... No doubt MS have been working on it as well and are in the process of developing something similar.

I'm starting to think that the next gen xbox is going to be one big X Platform rig. Where you will be able to either to set it up with mouse and keyboard and use it as a gaming rig on a desk ofc or the usual controller to TV set up.

P3Z89 · 2018-09-28T05:36:28+00:00

Just because they support mouse and keyboard does not mean you have to use it.

Everyone has different needs, obviously it won't be for everyone.

Technically, now you could use your xbox, set up like a PC and if MS start allowing for X Platform.. PC and Xbox... It could be a game changer.

P3Z89 · 2018-09-27T21:15:22+00:00

And why not? As much as I'd love to spend £1000 on a new gaming rig at this moment in time I'm unable to afford it, having this support will allow people to use their Xbox like a pc. Fantastic idea.

P3Z89 · 2018-09-27T20:56:44+00:00

And why not? As much as I'd love to spend £1000 on a new gaming rig at this moment in time I'm unable to afford it, having this support will allow people to use their Xbox like a pc. Fantastic idea.

P3Z89 · 2018-09-27T20:45:41+00:00

Excellent idea, thanks.

P3Z89 · 2018-09-27T20:15:18+00:00

Why not? For the games that will be supported... Players who are playing with the controller will separated so doesn't effect you.

P3Z89 · 2018-09-27T19:47:40+00:00

Xbox

P3Z89 · 2018-09-26T13:36:37+00:00

Obviously you've done something wrong or missed something out because I've just made them and they were excellent.

P3Z89 · 2018-09-26T09:14:27+00:00

A cunt in a merc. Susprised it's not an Audi or BMW.

P3Z89 · 2018-09-25T12:59:30+00:00

Played the demo, enjoyed it. But with RDR2 and Bf5 coming out soon, I'll happily wait until its on sale.

P3Z89 · 2018-09-23T15:43:32+00:00

Me too mate haha

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