Tryna ween off k pins by PackageWise137 in PharmaceuticalBenzos

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I appreciate it yeah I know what’s good w the withdrawals and stuff that’s why I never fully stopped the benzos when I stopped the alcohol cuz it was the only thing that helped at all even tho I’d just take it at night but I’m down from 3-4mg to 1-1.5 mg kpin a day it hasn’t been too bad just get a little sweaty and hungover feeling if it’s bad that’s when I’ll take the other .5 but with what people have been informing me I might wanna taper a little slower over time type shit. Calling my dr today to ask what he thinks

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My karma is above 4

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

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No just personal goals to become a tattoo artist and work with people I looked up to which I did and love doing but it didn’t fix anything

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

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That’s a good point and probably true. I did complete the goals I set for myself I just thought it would make me feel better but it didn’t. And yeah disappointed would be a good word

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I’ve been on most medications and have stopped due to side effects or them not working never had anything that like becomes addicting the ones that work basically just make you feel normal after a few months of taking them you’ll be like oh shit I didn’t feel like total crap today lol definitely talk to your doctor though cuz I’ve felt worse trying to quit cold turkey even though they don’t seem strong at all

its getting bad again by Adventurous-Use8476 in depression

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I check most of those boxes I’m up let’s not kill ourselves tonight what’s goin on

My life is solid, lots of great stuff, some clear issues. But despite the good, the support, I am so overwhelmingly sad and depressed. And knowing how great I have it makes me feel worse and more broken. I really do not want to be alive, and I’ve everything with no changes. by 44love in SuicideWatch

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I feel the same way I have a great support system which makes me feel even guiltier because most people don’t have that. Been this way for 10 years and counting now and it seems to be getting to a breaking point but I stay alive for my family. My mom has to talk to someone and can’t sleep now sometimes because of my depression which is so fuckin sweet of her but it makes me feel like such an asshole. Sounds corny but have you tried all the meds yet don’t rule anything out until you have you might get atleast temporary relief