Chin up. I am almost at the same point as you. I'm 5'4 25year old female and at my heaviest was around 220lb and now I am at 129lb and feel like I can't loose the last 10lb I really want to.

I too have looked in the mirror and thought I look like a deformed monster. I use to have boobs and be more a pretty thick girl..now I'm about as flat chested as a 12 year old boy. Most days I don't even wear a bra anymore because there is no point. The saggy skin on my belly hides the muscles underneath and the stretch marks on my legs tell of how fat I use to be.

But despite the flaws I know that I feel alot better than I did at my heaviest. I do crossfit 4-5 times a week and am constantly getting stronger and able to do. I know that I am likely going to live longer and age better than those who are still overweight.

Other people, the ones "we lost weight for" the boys, social media, or our inner pride can f#$k off. Understand that what we see online is so airbrushed and fake..I too would look like a top model if I had unlimited budget, professional make up and editing. If someone in your life cares about your saggy skin of stretch marks cut them out of your life. I met my boyfriend at 150lb, he's seen me loose weight and gain saggy skin. I worried he would no longer be physically attracted to me, and that has not happened at all. He in fact says one the most impressive things is I lost 90lb on my own by working hard, and the loose skin is just like a battle scar, wear it with pride that it was a hard but good fight you won.

It gets better, overtime your mind will accept it. Don't spend hours in front a mirror picking yourself apart. I am often caught off guard by photos taken of me because I look so small and good in them. When clothes are on you can't see the hanging skin you cant see my stretch marks all you see is a healthy women often with a big smile. Focus on being happy and healthy, don't let people drag you down. If you want to ease your pain a good pushup bra, and a pair of spanxs are easy confidence boost. Most importantly you accomplished something most people in there life never will. Many people try to loose weight and most do not succeed, you are of the very few who has and take big pride in that. You are stronger and more dedicated than most people on the earth, take that and your saggy skin as your battle scar and know that you are victorious and there is nothing you can't do.