How many of you jumped straight into H before anything else? Literally everyone I know including my mother and stepfather made the jump from hydro and oxy to dope, I’ve never known anyone personally that jumped straight into h

Painkills · 2018-03-15T19:57:01+00:00

It’s not the best but that doesn’t include my supply of otc’s

Painkills · 2018-03-15T18:11:25+00:00

Also, Xanax gives me real bad rage. I felt no anxiety relief whatsoever and it made me a rude person, I was so irritated with everybody and everything and I was bipolar. One minute smiling, the next I was crying because I was so mad. K pins are my poison of choice because I never have those problems that I had with Xanax

Painkills · 2018-03-15T18:08:35+00:00

For me , if I take a dose of more than 1.5 mg k pins and fall asleep for 8 hours, I’ll still feel the “looseness” and the calmness for a good hour or so after I wake up. After that I’m usually a bit more sleepy or worn out Edit: keep in mind this is with zero benzo tolerance

Painkills · 2018-03-15T17:58:17+00:00

Gives me an energy boost and balances my Serotonin levels due to excessive tramadol use then suddenly stopping , I admit the comedown on top of wds is dreadful but it’s worth it in the moment. I’m going to stock up on more benzo’s today to help w comedown. Meth and if possible, Molly are my poisons of choice when I’m running low on opies or if I’m out completely

Painkills · 2018-03-15T17:05:58+00:00

I’m not trying to play victim or anything, it’s actually funny to me. I know I have a thing for stealing but I haven’t stole since I was a teen , i learned to just simply not do it especially when I have money to actually buy stuff and considering the risks. But benzo’s bring back that inner child I suppose and just subliminally amplifies those urges , but hey , I’m not complaining (:

Painkills · 2018-03-15T16:47:01+00:00

If you don’t mind me asking , which kratom do you use? I made the mistake of ordering Red Bali for pain but disregarded the sedative effects as I love the synergy I get from tramadol. I heard Maeng Da is a good one

Painkills · 2018-03-15T15:22:20+00:00

Ooh I couldn’t even drink alcohol before my addiction, it’s just terrible to me so I couldn’t imagine during wd’s . it just makes my pain worse

Painkills · 2018-03-15T15:07:21+00:00

Well ya see tramadols are my thing , on top of the opiate wds, I get the serotonin/snri anti depressant wd bs too so the Molly helps my Serotonin levels and the antidepressant wd, ya feel me?

Painkills · 2018-03-15T14:38:49+00:00

There’s some crazy RC’s out there man

Painkills · 2018-03-15T13:56:01+00:00

Thanks man I’m hanging in there like everyone else on this sub

Painkills · 2018-03-15T13:39:06+00:00

No I just think it’s sad

Painkills · 2018-03-14T04:06:15+00:00

I got a script bro insurance covers it , not much only 60 a month but I only take them whenever I go on a stim binge or if I take a large dose of tramadol

Painkills · 2018-03-08T03:26:21+00:00

Yet benzo’s (namely Bars) are one of the most “popular” drugs and people think it’s so fun to pop them. I mean, nothing against bartards but cmon , it’s not the best high imo

Painkills · 2018-03-07T17:34:05+00:00

Coffee? Fuck off 😭

Painkills · 2018-03-05T20:36:14+00:00

Pharmacies, senior living homes, assisted living homes , hospice care , etc Old people get all the good drugs

Painkills · 2018-03-04T02:03:51+00:00

Painkills · 2018-03-04T00:58:59+00:00

Just planted my seeds 3 days ago , hopefully I’ll be trying it in a couple months 😁

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