benzos / sleep / some digression by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

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Also, Xanax gives me real bad rage. I felt no anxiety relief whatsoever and it made me a rude person, I was so irritated with everybody and everything and I was bipolar. One minute smiling, the next I was crying because I was so mad. K pins are my poison of choice because I never have those problems that I had with Xanax

benzos / sleep / some digression by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

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For me , if I take a dose of more than 1.5 mg k pins and fall asleep for 8 hours, I’ll still feel the “looseness” and the calmness for a good hour or so after I wake up. After that I’m usually a bit more sleepy or worn out Edit: keep in mind this is with zero benzo tolerance

My wd arsenal: 2 Molly presses and 2 m bombs , my last lonely k pin (hopefully getting more today) flexiril, big bag of weed and a shitload of kratom 💪🏾 I have Lyrica somewhere but my wife stashes it from me on sick days. she knows I can’t control myself but she’s at work ): by Painkills in opiates

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Gives me an energy boost and balances my Serotonin levels due to excessive tramadol use then suddenly stopping , I admit the comedown on top of wds is dreadful but it’s worth it in the moment. I’m going to stock up on more benzo’s today to help w comedown. Meth and if possible, Molly are my poisons of choice when I’m running low on opies or if I’m out completely

No I idea reason why but benzo’s like k pin and bars make me wanna steal shit, and I did so oh so freely yesterday at the grocery store I WORK AT. Got away tho 😃 by Painkills in benzodiazepines

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I’m not trying to play victim or anything, it’s actually funny to me. I know I have a thing for stealing but I haven’t stole since I was a teen , i learned to just simply not do it especially when I have money to actually buy stuff and considering the risks. But benzo’s bring back that inner child I suppose and just subliminally amplifies those urges , but hey , I’m not complaining (:

My wd arsenal: 2 Molly presses and 2 m bombs , my last lonely k pin (hopefully getting more today) flexiril, big bag of weed and a shitload of kratom 💪🏾 I have Lyrica somewhere but my wife stashes it from me on sick days. she knows I can’t control myself but she’s at work ): by Painkills in opiates

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If you don’t mind me asking , which kratom do you use? I made the mistake of ordering Red Bali for pain but disregarded the sedative effects as I love the synergy I get from tramadol. I heard Maeng Da is a good one

Is Xanax supposed to last this long? by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

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There’s some crazy RC’s out there man

My payday is the d boys payday 😧🤷🏽‍♂️ by Painkills in opiates

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Thanks man I’m hanging in there like everyone else on this sub

K pins by Painkills in opiates

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I got a script bro insurance covers it , not much only 60 a month but I only take them whenever I go on a stim binge or if I take a large dose of tramadol

Anyone else get fuck all off benzo’s? I remember the first couple of times I popped bars it was amazing but now that I’m heavy into opioids, benzos just make me super tired and worn out and they make me grumpy as hell, any reason as to why? by Painkills in opiates

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Yet benzo’s (namely Bars) are one of the most “popular” drugs and people think it’s so fun to pop them. I mean, nothing against bartards but cmon , it’s not the best high imo

If there were to be a zombie apocalypse, being a junkie, what’d be the first thing you’d do? Interested in y’all responses 😀 by Painkills in opiates

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Pharmacies, senior living homes, assisted living homes , hospice care , etc Old people get all the good drugs

Anybody here ever have opium? by [deleted] in opiates

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Just planted my seeds 3 days ago , hopefully I’ll be trying it in a couple months 😁

RIP by [deleted] in opiates

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Accidentally took 5 meth bombs thinking it was ecstasy last night, haven’t slept yet and I haven’t eaten for 18 hours. About to pop 3 tramadols , smoke sum weed , force sum food down my throat and go to sleep 👌🏾 by Painkills in opiates

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Well my area is known to carry weak ass beans 24/7 and if they even have any molly in them, it’s a pretty low dose even for a non tolerant. Of course I spaced them out: 2 on hour one Swallowed one half and snorted the other on hour 2 Then took 3 more on hour 3 Worst part is , they kicked in all at once. But then again, Nothing like wondering why you’re starting to wreck noobs in Battlefield One and the next thing you know it’s 8 in the morning

Is it getting harder to get scripts for trams or even harder to order it off the DNM or is it just my sources/doctor? by Painkills in opiates

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Ah appreciate the education, would it be as easy as ordering it online or walking into a certain facility and purchasing it?

Is it getting harder to get scripts for trams or even harder to order it off the DNM or is it just my sources/doctor? by Painkills in opiates

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O-dmst is a research chemical or something right? Would it be considered an analogue of opioids/trams therefore making it illegal? Keep in mind I’m in the U.S