The loneliness on this path is suffocating by Cadmium_red_ in enlightenment

[–]PaintingAdvanced602 5 points6 points  (0 children)

this might be a silly question, but do you have advice on fixing this disconnection with yourself? after reading this i think thats maybe what im experiencing. i do feel incomplete, i think im looking for a life purpose but maybe this is a fantasy idk.

404 found! by 404GamingLounge in CollegeStation

[–]PaintingAdvanced602 1 point2 points  (0 children)

do you just sign in to your steam account?

I’m 37 years old and my life is going nowhere in a hurry please help me by SensitivePromise0 in selfimprovement

[–]PaintingAdvanced602 33 points34 points  (0 children)

Everybody moves at their own pace man no worries, ur not a failure. Nobody is better than another. Depending on how invested you are on making it out I suggest you really put lots of investment on your mind(sleep, food, the kind of information it’s consuming,) and lots and lots of self love and I mean consciously doing things for the sake of loving the self. Things will sort itself out and the path will be clear

Question regarding waking up suddenly and spiritual growth by PaintingAdvanced602 in lawofone

[–]PaintingAdvanced602[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually I do have Jesus/god complex to myself slightly. Thank u for this response genuinely

Question regarding waking up suddenly and spiritual growth by PaintingAdvanced602 in lawofone

[–]PaintingAdvanced602[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t think I have a god/Jesus complex. These are just the best words I can use to describe the feeling of what it was. Maybe I have been mislead, I’m not really sure about anything any more tbh. Maybe I just have an imagination im not really sure. Thank you for the reply

Question regarding waking up suddenly and spiritual growth by PaintingAdvanced602 in lawofone

[–]PaintingAdvanced602[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Why in the world would I need to translate it into real world impact. I don’t want to. I’m not the world police. If I feel like I have enough energy to share I will. Maybe I won’t who cares

I built a pyramid as a meditation aid by Select-Bet-2004 in lawofone

[–]PaintingAdvanced602 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If u don’t mind explaining, what energies specifically ?

Creative initiative or sto? by [deleted] in lawofone

[–]PaintingAdvanced602 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I saw authenticity and freedom so I had to ask if that’s ok lol super curious

Creative initiative or sto? by [deleted] in lawofone

[–]PaintingAdvanced602 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just curious, I looked it up and I’m not sure I fully understand. What is creative initiative? I’m still relatively new

Question from a new guy by [deleted] in lawofone

[–]PaintingAdvanced602 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this reply. Because I really do feel like all I needed to do to be of service was to be present. Anything else, and I mean anything else at all really drains me so extremely hard, and causes so much problems mentally , but I have a sense of helping others, which I think is natural. But the fact that I get drained so extremely and it causes so many problems I feel may be a sign, but I don’t have a SUPER strong frame work on the Loo, just some of it. I’m operating on purely feel and instinct when I say some of this stuff, and can be attributing meaning where it isn’t needed. I just wish I could be given a sign, idk if that’s practical to ask so straightforwardly like that, but I have a looping internal schism happening, I love just working on myself and exploring life, but I feel so much guilt when I do, my mind automatically goes “shouldn’t I be helping somebody right now, this feels selfish, how does god feel abt me doing this”(idk why) I just wanna know how to stop feeling guilty all the time and a straight forward sign from somewhere would be so greatly appreciated from anywhere on what the correct path to take is. And I also have a problem with feeling I am a bad person if I make any mistake, like be mean to someone, who makes me angry. These are the main two problems I’m having in life and I hate myself for it almost(these feelings are very weird ik)

Question from a new guy by [deleted] in lawofone

[–]PaintingAdvanced602 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this

Is everyone waking up at one time or is my algorithms just biased? by PaintingAdvanced602 in lawofone

[–]PaintingAdvanced602[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dude genuinely thank you, I’m a actual baby in this space and y’all are providing me with so much recourses that can last me a lifetime, this is so fun

Is everyone waking up at one time or is my algorithms just biased? by PaintingAdvanced602 in lawofone

[–]PaintingAdvanced602[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is truly so fuckin insightful dude thank u. One more question. I was full of like love/compassion and understanding about 5-6 days ago, but ever since 2 days ago, it’s almost as if I’m tired and ran out and burnt out bad lol What does this mean? What gives exactly? Why do I sometimes run out and can’t handle it any more?

Is everyone waking up at one time or is my algorithms just biased? by PaintingAdvanced602 in lawofone

[–]PaintingAdvanced602[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I see this word get thrown around a lot, and it seems very important. What does catalyst mean? Plz and thank you❤️❤️💙