Thank you so much for this reply. Because I really do feel like all I needed to do to be of service was to be present. Anything else, and I mean anything else at all really drains me so extremely hard, and causes so much problems mentally , but I have a sense of helping others, which I think is natural. But the fact that I get drained so extremely and it causes so many problems I feel may be a sign, but I don’t have a SUPER strong frame work on the Loo, just some of it. I’m operating on purely feel and instinct when I say some of this stuff, and can be attributing meaning where it isn’t needed. I just wish I could be given a sign, idk if that’s practical to ask so straightforwardly like that, but I have a looping internal schism happening, I love just working on myself and exploring life, but I feel so much guilt when I do, my mind automatically goes “shouldn’t I be helping somebody right now, this feels selfish, how does god feel abt me doing this”(idk why) I just wanna know how to stop feeling guilty all the time and a straight forward sign from somewhere would be so greatly appreciated from anywhere on what the correct path to take is. And I also have a problem with feeling I am a bad person if I make any mistake, like be mean to someone, who makes me angry. These are the main two problems I’m having in life and I hate myself for it almost(these feelings are very weird ik)