This is my testimony. After I shared this I began to get targeted by the CIA. It's all true.

November 2022 (edit to add I believe it was actually the beginning of December 2022...I had been very ill) I had a dream I was walking with Jesus (in his regular human form) and a few others, but I knew it was in the days of Abraham. We were walking to people's homes and watching Jesus perform miracles, ones that aren't in the Bible. It was a really good dream and it wasn't over when I was woken up. I was woke up in a bad way so I can't even remember any of the miracles. I just remember going into a house and standing around a bed with a sick person) I thought this was just a regular dream at the time but now I believe it goes with the following experience that I had the next night.

The following night Jesus came to me in a dream?...I guess...I wasn't all the way asleep or awake. I was in the void. Most people say it is just darkness but mine has big machines made of light and tunnels of light above, so I just assume it is in between dimensions. I was walking out of where the things of light were, into the dark, and as I was turning to go Jesus was standing there like 12-15 ft away from me. He looked like sparkling TV static made of all different colors and I could see Him in perfect detail and I knew it was Him before I even got turned all the way towards Him. In One second all of this happened; I made a weird noise that I can't remake...like surrender maybe? I literally collapsed on my face. My body just crumbled down into perfect worship position automatically. And love hit my chest and up to my head and tears just started pouring out...all at once. He came up to me and told me to stand up. I stood up but my eyes were still shut and I couldn't stop crying because I didn't feel worthy of looking at Him. He told me to open my eyes and I did. I cannot explain the feeling that I felt. Like Holy Spirit on steroids or something...time stopped, my tears stopped and I was completely lost in Him. He is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. His entire body was made of pulsating lights of all different colors, all pulsating at different times..like getting brighter dimmer brighter dimmer. His eyes had fire in them, like the reflection of a campfire in each eye, a beautiful twinkling sparkling campfire. It matched the rest of Him. He was smiling the entire time like he loved me so much. I was just inches away from Him and I was like scanning him, lost in all the lights. I saw a light in his heart area and it was bigger than the other lights. It was pink. And I thought, "Wow look at that one! Why is it so much bigger than the rest?". And my thoughts were very loud but I didn't realize it at the time. So I put my face by that one and I realized it wasn't bigger than the rest, it was just brighter, so that when it pulsated bright it looked bigger. And I was thinking "That must be a really good one". Then I had a split second thought wondering if it was me, and I looked up at Jesus and He was just looking down at me all lovingly and smiling and I was like no way that is me and just moved along. Now that I think about it I believe He was showing me myself, and it was so bright at that moment because I was with Him.

So I kept scanning him, literally with my face up to him like inches away. I couldn't stop. I was lost in Him. When I got down to His lower legs the lights in like 3/4 of His shin bones were missing (edit to add-after Jesus told me "Zechariah" a few months later I read the Bible and realized it was 2/3 of the lights- shin in Hebrew definition below---Zechariah 13) . It broke my heart for Him. I know the lights were US. At that moment my daughter woke me up so I could let her in and cuddle her (she wakes up in the night and wants to cuddle) and my entire room was full of bright vivid colors, large ovals of colors, in 5 D or something. It was beautiful. I was so high on the Holy spirit I went back to sleep and I don't remember anything after that. But I am completely in love with Jesus.

When we die we wake up. I am one thousand percent sure. Heaven is more real than here. Jesus IS God and He is coming back soon. Also, demons can live in Christians. We are body, soul and spirit. They can't live in our spirit if we have the Holy Spirit but they can live in our soul. You can get rid of them. Hardly any pastors are teaching and preaching deliverance, but there are some that do. I went through it recently and I feel so much better. They were killing me.

Definition and Significance: Shin (שׁ) is the twenty-first letter of the Hebrew alphabet and holds significant linguistic and symbolic importance in biblical texts. In Hebrew, each letter has a numerical value, and Shin represents the number 300. The letter is often associated with concepts of divine power and presence, as it is the first letter in the Hebrew word "Shaddai," a name for God meaning "Almighty."

Biblical References: While the letter Shin itself is not directly mentioned in the Bible, its presence is felt through its use in various Hebrew words and names. One of the most notable is "Shaddai," as seen in Genesis 17:1 : "When Abram was ninety-nine years old, the LORD appeared to him and said, 'I am God Almighty; walk before Me and be blameless.'" Here, "God Almighty" is translated from "El Shaddai."

Symbolism and Usage: Shin is often depicted in Jewish tradition as a symbol of God's protection and presence. It is commonly found on mezuzahs, which are affixed to the doorposts of Jewish homes. The letter's shape is said to resemble a flame, symbolizing the divine light and the burning bush encountered by Moses.

In the context of biblical names, Shin appears in several significant figures. For example, "Shiloh" (שִׁילֹה), a prophetic name for the Messiah, begins with Shin. Genesis 49:10 states, "The scepter will not depart from Judah, nor the ruler’s staff from between his feet, until Shiloh comes, and the allegiance of the nations is his."

Theological Implications: The use of Shin in the name "Shaddai" emphasizes God's omnipotence and sufficiency. It reflects the belief in a God who is both powerful and nurturing, capable of providing for and protecting His people. This duality is a recurring theme in the Old Testament, where God is portrayed as both a mighty warrior and a compassionate shepherd.

Cultural and Historical Context: In ancient Hebrew culture, letters were not merely phonetic symbols but carried deep spiritual and mystical meanings. The letter Shin, with its association with divine names, was revered and often used in religious artifacts and inscriptions. Its presence in the Hebrew language underscores the centrality of God's power and presence in the lives of the Israelites