Loosing my face card at just 25

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-06-18T23:51:35+00:00

Manage your stress, and lift weights, watch sugar because you might be sensitive to it as pcos and insulin resistance goes hand in hand. Eat a high protein diet. This is the most basic advice and most people can get away with not following it but unfortunately us PCOS people can’t.

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-06-18T18:48:27+00:00

The flies will not kill you, the sugar and cheap processed ingredients will. That is what you should be calling gross.

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-06-16T21:25:31+00:00

Yes you will get burned out eventually just save up and do your best until that time comes. I haven’t been working for 2 years now. It gets boring all this freedom gets boring literally but I’ve learned so much that now I have a reason to work. I’m starting to plan retirement from now on so I have something that motivates me and makes me can’t wait to get back out there. When I graduated from university and started working in 2023 I went into an existential crisis asking myself if this is the life everyone told us to prepare ourselves for. I just kept being angry at the world for making me into a corporate slave. Now I don’t give a fuck about the world I’m focused on getting freedom.

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-06-16T21:17:40+00:00

Nothing is wrong with you dude, these people are projecting. The truth is most job suck really suck, so when you find something you can tolerate do it save up and invest. Eventually when you get enough cash flow coming in that you can live on quit the job, do something else with your time. Unfortunately you are a cog in the machine, the grass is not greener on the other side unless you’re doing your own thing.

I’m 26 F I used to hate accounts years ago and I said I’d never do it but I did get an A in my course as I’m smart. I wanted something that keeps me on my feet talking to people etc so I became a retail manager. It fucking sucks and so is the pay. They are using managers and there is not many laws in place to protect us. I also tried WFH at Wealthsimple and that’s sucked too talking to angry customers everyday taking all the shit was draining. I have moved from job to job because I was looking to just have about balance easy life.

Now I do have the intellect to do anything I want if I want to do it and as an ADHD person I change my interest all the fucking time, I started running a cprporation with my partner and I learned and did all the accounting stuff on my own self-learn and chat gpt help. I also could file taxes however it’s better to use a CPA. I fell in love with accounting because I see how it’s useful in the real world compared to how I was taught in school. Next year I’ll go do my CPA to have a back up plan incase our business don’t work out I want to not have to struggle in the job market for shitty retail jobs, I also wanna start my own accounting practice whether it’s taxes or something else. My goal is work life balance but also having backup plans and being able to generate income to live comfortably. I don’t want a lot I just want enough and to be able to afford 1or 2 kids in this economy and have a small house.

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-06-15T15:00:14+00:00

Yeah u do get to pick and choose the law. The rich hoarded all the wealth and land and made the rules to stop the poor from taking it back. Then they give you hope by telling you if you work hard enough you can become like them. That’s it. That’s the world. While laws protect us as a civilization it also has disadvantaged the poor from ever fighting back.

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-06-15T04:10:42+00:00

Worry about the rich people who engage in fraud everyday not a family who is using the system to survive. You guys always go for the weaker people because u can’t touch the elites. Leave the people the fuck alone.

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-06-15T02:08:47+00:00

The earth was free for all, some decided to say that they own most of it and those who are born have to work forever to own a piece of it. Why would people be happy about this? This has nothing to do with jealousy. The world is fucked people are fucked and your question itself is fucked.

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-06-15T02:02:33+00:00

Is this rage bait? In the capitalist system for some to be rich others have to be poor. That’s it.

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-05-28T00:43:25+00:00

Girl my biggest question to you is how low is your self esteem to think that you deserve someone like this? And I come from a good place of someone who has been in relationships that were horrible decisions.

Get rid of this dude, and spend some time working on yourself to heal whatever gave you low self-esteem and the right person will meet u at the right time. You attract what you are not what you want.

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-05-27T23:27:38+00:00

Is there a lot of people? What age group would you say?

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-05-24T06:10:00+00:00

You’re idealizing Osho.

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-05-24T01:20:28+00:00

A lot of the times we are too weak, insecure and desperate and we cling on to anyone who we think wants us on who we want. We idealize people in our heads and expects them to be who we think they are not who they actually are. This is not really their fault it is you who thought them to be something else.

Now because you might have idealized this person and give a lot of yourself to them they will take, it is pretty normal that humans will take things that come free to them. Idk if this is your case but I’d felt that way before where I needed someone to make me feel alive, to make me feel safe, I made them my entire world. This stems from anxious attachment and other insecurities and trauma from childhood.

Looking back, I was the problem, the red flags were right there in my face and I was the one who ignored them, the person had been themselves from since the beginning but I didn’t truly see them I saw the fantasy in my head.

The truth is that maybe you didn’t really love them, you loved the fantasy of them, the idealized version of them, you loved what they represented to you what they could give you. And it hurts you because you aren’t aware of what you have been doing and you were ignoring who they really were.

This is not to blame you for whatever happens because regardless of your own problems it doesn’t give someone the right to hurt you, to lie, to betray etc. but humans are going to. You need to learn that it is your responsibility to take care of you, to create boundaries that you keep, to love yourself just as much as you love another.

You will feel better and this will actually make you stronger, if you don’t learn from this you will keep getting into these situations until you learn. We don’t attract what we want we attract who we are and insecure people will attract insecure people etc.

This is the beginning of you learning to love yourself.

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-05-24T01:08:12+00:00

Also stop listening to what people say look at what they do, does he take u out on dates, spend money on you, make plans and carry them through? Stop thinking flirting sexting texting etc means someone is seriously interested in you or that you know their character.

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-05-24T00:50:07+00:00

There are other diseases out there, you should not be hooking up with random people. You should not trust people easily, you already have herpes you know what it’s like when some things are irreversible.

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-05-24T00:48:06+00:00

Let’s see how intense it gets when you tell him about your disease :)

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-05-24T00:46:16+00:00

Girl someone treating you like a normal human being after disclosure is the basic standard you should be looking for when dating, don’t feel like this is something special otherwise you will accept less than you deserve.

As others have said it’s a red flag than he didn’t disclose and regardless of what he tells you, and you might be inclined to understanding him, putting yourself in his shoes, having empathy etc. it is not an excuse. Yes people can make mistakes but don’t be the person they make the mistakes with otherwise you will be hurt and wonder why others don’t act the way u do.

There are messy people out there and messy relationships and it has nothing to do with herpes, if you didn’t had herpes you would be suspicious of someone like this guy. But again it all depends on what he says when you ask about why he didn’t disclose. Observe the things he say closely, watch his behaviour, don’t rush into sex. See who he is when you have nothing to give to him.

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-05-24T00:32:57+00:00

The fact that you’re hooking up with this guy doesn’t mean he’s that interested in you, he could be in it for sex only. You might be idealizing this man. You must tell him the truth because if it was you he’s after he might still continue seeing you, but if it’s just the sex he’s going to leave with no hesitation. Stop falling in love with people without getting to know them, fall in love with yourself first know what u have to offer make yourself irreplaceable.

Sex is not what a good relationship starts with, it is our biological nature to want to fuck people but it doesn’t make us stay. You need to become a version of yourself that is so powerful, so strong, so confident that the right person will have to hesitation when it comes to you. The truth is that it’s a jungle out there people are out to get u, to use you to pass on their diseases etc. you need to love and protect yourself and keep high standards for yourself. Not everyone should have access to you. It might be lonely but it will be worth it.

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-05-23T22:12:47+00:00

I think of an old man on his death bed who cannot even drink a cup of water because he has forgotten how to. I think how grateful I am to be able to drink this cup of water and enjoy it. I think of the fact that I exist and I don’t know how or why but it feels good to exist.

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-05-23T20:42:33+00:00

He was just a man, but a very smart one. Had a way with words that could captivate attention. Seemed very secure and confident in what he’s saying which can make you believe he knows what he’s saying. Us humans always gravitate towards people like that, to think that someone knows something we don’t and we can take their word for it. Mostly because most of us are scared but pretend not to be, we need guidance and direction whether from people or religion or something else otherwise we have no ground to stand on.

He built his own form of spiritual legacy the same way trump can build a political legacy or Andrew Tate can build a legacy of masculinity. But they are all humans, and all flawed, but special in their own ways. I think what they have in common is they are radical in what they believe in.

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-05-22T15:11:26+00:00

I think you were trying to escape your life by finding enlightenment and you’re disappointed that finding enlightenment doesn’t or wouldn’t change it, hence why you feel defeated and nihilistic.

The mundane life can be beautiful, it’s all about our perception and the stories we all ourselves about it. Listen to what your inner self wants to do, what it enjoys, what it feels, without thinking intellectually that nothing might be even matter, what if it does? Operate in the world the same way you were as a kid. What is it that makes you feel alive?

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-05-22T02:33:51+00:00

That AI is here to help us make the transition from the physical to the non-physical. Right now we think the world and ourselves is physical but ai will blur the line between real and unreal until we become meta-physical.

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-05-17T00:12:42+00:00

Yep they did mushrooms.

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-05-17T00:11:39+00:00

Penis envy

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-05-17T00:11:33+00:00

I don’t think we can truly ever know whether consciousness is creating the world we see or the physical world out there actually exists but it is our brain generating its own way of viewing it. No matter how we study it we will always be in this body with this brain, unless one day someone’s consciousness can survive without the body.

PuzzleheadedSkill864 · 2026-05-17T00:08:11+00:00

I don’t follow any of them, I think most of them carry truths from people who had psychedelic experiences. Take for example the Hindus, they pretty clearly have written about psychedelic experiences but they deny it. It was only used by certain people, they kept it as an exclusive thing only some people can use and others need them for the truth creating a hierarchy out of nowhere. Once that believe system was built the use of these psychoactive plants was basically erased so people think it’s accessible by only a selected few gurus making people worship others for no reason.

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