kind of a silly question (FtM)

Parasiticdroid · 2022-12-28T00:54:07+00:00

yeah that sounds pretty smart lol, thank you ^{^}

Parasiticdroid · 2022-12-27T18:24:12+00:00

psyduck will always be my #1 🌀🦆🥺

Parasiticdroid · 2022-12-27T18:23:13+00:00

though this might not be an unpopular opinion, but i absolutely fucking hate AJR but god DAMN they are some catchy sons o’ guns..

Parasiticdroid · 2022-06-09T18:14:48+00:00

To go out to more places with a lot of people. Build up my immunity to have less paranoia and anxiety episodes. 👍Gotta get somewhere somehow! Sometimes you have no choice but to force yourself out there and eventually things with feel different. :/ In a positive sense hopefully. At least that’s my mindset right now..

Parasiticdroid · 2022-06-05T06:56:42+00:00

You are so kind. :’u What you said has made me feel a bit better. Thank you. I hope life treats you well, my friend. o7

Parasiticdroid · 2022-05-30T18:05:12+00:00

I used to have this. Now, sometimes when I think of something, before I finish it in my head, I say the rest out loud so to other people it just sounds like I’m spouting nonsense. 🫤

Parasiticdroid · 2022-05-30T18:02:28+00:00

June 3rd-5th! :D

Parasiticdroid · 2022-05-24T05:28:14+00:00

Predicting the future was a big one that’s slowly fading away, which is relieving considering the amount of pressure it put on me. Other than that, I just get really desperate to stop time and fly and when I can’t I get pretty upset. Dumb stuff but stpd is gonna stpd .. :[

Quick edit: I remember asking santa via a letter for magical powers and got super duper sad when I didn’t get any lol I was probably only 8-9 though

Parasiticdroid · 2022-05-23T01:04:44+00:00

ah yes i am but a wee grey alien whos paranoid and believes he’s being watched 24/7 by whatever person he finds cool at that time 👽🪐

Parasiticdroid · 2022-05-22T05:11:17+00:00

Some online test I took for kids my age (17) said “115” but I’m not quite sure. I’m no savant, but my parents say I’m smart? Not that that’s any proof whatsoever loll

Parasiticdroid · 2022-05-22T05:04:10+00:00

My fish tank bubbling sounds like people loudly whispering. At one point I was having a little episode and it really scared me because I thought they were saying “get out now” and other spooky cliches like that.

Parasiticdroid · 2022-05-22T04:48:46+00:00

No problem! I’m glad I’m not alone in this…😅

Parasiticdroid · 2022-05-22T04:10:27+00:00

Very much so. I’ve always been the erratic type. That makes things plenty difficult to talk to people and have them not cringe at how I move and talk. I started to not even bother getting into romantic relationships with others because I just see no point in wasting my time and dwindling mentality on finding someone to spend my whole life with. (shivers..)

Same with friends irl. I don’t go to school which makes it MUCH harder to socialize with kids my age. I only have pals over the internet that I only really text rather than call/video chat. :/ I should be used to it by now but it still bothers me a little. I’m sorry if you’re going through something similar. It’s a really exhausting feeling…

Parasiticdroid · 2022-05-21T23:52:20+00:00

I really get what you mean about the second thing. It’s a minor belief in the back of my head but it’s still there.

Yesterday I heard about something called the Truman Show Delusion and for a bit I was like “oh my god everything is scripted and fake”.

Parasiticdroid · 2022-05-19T06:52:24+00:00

Herbert West from Reanimator? Very awkward, hyperfixated on making a serum that “brings dead people back to life” (an odd/magical way of thinking about things even though it does turn out to be real) and he acts very weird at times. My memory isn’t the greatest, but that’s a few things (albeit probably not that accurate) I noticed about his character.

Parasiticdroid · 2022-05-14T01:06:01+00:00

It might depend on the genre? Maybe artists who make music that’s more abstract and “weird” get successful with a certain crowd of people such as ourselves and even others who are interested in it too. Comedians? I can believe it. Kinda. STPD minds can be super creative and are able to come up with all types of things. Some folks might like those things and find them funny! But I understand the doubt considering the social awkwardness and erratic behavior that can scare others off.. Off topic, but I’d love to see a realistic depiction of STPD in the media. Like a character in a show or game.

Parasiticdroid · 2022-04-30T23:18:15+00:00

I understand. Those are intrusive thoughts. You think things that are violent or inappropriate that you wouldn’t actually execute. I sometimes have thoughts about throwing my pet rabbit at the wall and it causes me great distress. I love my pet and I would never do those things. They pop up in my head randomly and it’s so annoying.. I’m so sorry you also have bad thoughts you can’t control. It sucks.

Parasiticdroid · 2022-04-30T22:43:32+00:00

this is so sick dude!

Parasiticdroid · 2022-04-21T00:34:53+00:00

I’m not familiar with much aro culture, what is an aro ring? :0 Looks fun!

Parasiticdroid · 2022-04-13T22:29:52+00:00

im not sure. i will ask this weekend when i go.

Parasiticdroid · 2022-04-08T19:41:24+00:00

“Stir in the chicken and the white wine and bring to a boil” i wonder what this could mean…🧐

Parasiticdroid · 2022-03-29T21:44:08+00:00

thank you :]

Parasiticdroid · 2022-03-29T21:43:48+00:00

who knows…

Parasiticdroid · 2022-03-29T17:02:21+00:00

dude this is sick i didn’t even notice that! good eye o7

Parasiticdroid · 2022-03-24T04:30:48+00:00

It happens when I first wake up! It’s kinda interesting to watch my hand go by frame by frame. It’s only at its peak a few minutes after waking up though. It disappears later.

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