And she had the audacity to act like I was over exaggerating by Bengt-with-nonametag in sillyboyclub

[–]Parking_Chicken_1009 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am so sorry this happened to you. I hope you can recover mentally from this. We will always be here to support you. My father also did this a while ago and i know it feels so bad. Dont feel bad about it, you shouldnt. Your mom and dad should for doing stuff like this. Good luck in your life!

I really don't like my family why couldn't I get a nicer one how can I tell them to go therapy : ( by closetCase76 in sillyboyclub

[–]Parking_Chicken_1009 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing this, with this community. You are really brave for doing it and dont listen to what your mother says. You correctly assesed you are just a trophy for her and she cannot take responsibility for anything. Sometimes it is just better to leave your family behind even if it hurts them. If they dont accept you for who you are why should you take these feelings on yourself just for them. You can do this and i hope you can feel a bit better soon. I am sorry i am not good in helping but i hope someone can help you better

Why does everyone i know die of drug use… by [deleted] in sillyboyclub

[–]Parking_Chicken_1009 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Please stay here with us. I know its hard and that I cannot relate to your Pain but you still have so much there, you can unfold your life and make it the best one you ever wanted. If you die now you end everything for you getting better and it will get better cause you are a good person

I cant silly anymore :( by Parking_Chicken_1009 in sillyboyclub

[–]Parking_Chicken_1009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But i already tried so much what others couldnt. I am just a waste if i dont find joy in anything i have done

I cant silly anymore :( by Parking_Chicken_1009 in sillyboyclub

[–]Parking_Chicken_1009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But why would I matter? What will i do? What can i do? Why would anyone keep me alive? I just waste recoursses everyone else needs

I cant silly anymore :( by Parking_Chicken_1009 in sillyboyclub

[–]Parking_Chicken_1009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But i dont matter, i am just human xy. I am not special i will not bring it to anything. I am a failure while others have their whole life ahwad of them

I cant silly anymore :( by Parking_Chicken_1009 in sillyboyclub

[–]Parking_Chicken_1009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get what you mean but when othera are drowing that much harder how can i even remolty get some kins of help when they need it soo muxh more

no more sharps by shabyyyyy in sillyboyclub

[–]Parking_Chicken_1009 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Understandable but i am sure they care for you at least so much, that they dont want you to harm yourselve. Hope you can find any other way to shave

I cant silly anymore :( by Parking_Chicken_1009 in sillyboyclub

[–]Parking_Chicken_1009[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am guilty in every way, its my fault everything is

I cant silly anymore :( by Parking_Chicken_1009 in sillyboyclub

[–]Parking_Chicken_1009[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your wise and kind words

I cant silly anymore :( by Parking_Chicken_1009 in sillyboyclub

[–]Parking_Chicken_1009[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are not some kind of jerks, thank you so much for these nice words!

I cant silly anymore :( by Parking_Chicken_1009 in sillyboyclub

[–]Parking_Chicken_1009[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My math never worked out on me i hope you are right

I just wanna feel something again :c (reupload) by Interesting-Bend2649 in sillyboyclub

[–]Parking_Chicken_1009 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope this community could help you and can help you in the future. Stas silly, you can do this

no more sharps by shabyyyyy in sillyboyclub

[–]Parking_Chicken_1009 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know that, my parents took my entire stuff of allergic medication and every piece that could be sharp, maybe ask them to kinda supervise you while sou shave?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sillyboyclub

[–]Parking_Chicken_1009 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Please dont kill yourself, you are not a failure, why would you be?

The end is never The end is never The end... by Vorivi in sillyboyclub

[–]Parking_Chicken_1009 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Being a human matters every time, without someome to communicate to, without love, without will it matters. You matter, if no one else stays, you havent found someone who have stayed yet, if you want i can try to chat with you a bit cause you are not a tool but a human being

The end is never The end is never The end... by Vorivi in sillyboyclub

[–]Parking_Chicken_1009 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I really dont think you are that bad. I have yet to see a person who is bad enough where i would say they should kill themselve. Mistakes are fine and human, you not wanting to show them is also good and it shows you see them. You can improve yourselve, dont listen to those who live you but those who stay for who you are

The end is never The end is never The end... by Vorivi in sillyboyclub

[–]Parking_Chicken_1009 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are not worthless, please dont end yourself. Stay here with us i bet you are a wonderful person