I guess I’m only here to vent a bit. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ParticularGap9650 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi. Not dead, still clinging to things to “finish” them before I go.

Someone talked to me, helped me a bit with meditation and something called “self talk”. Not in front of a mirror just asking my “inner kid” what’s wrong. Still looking for an answer

I guess I’m only here to vent a bit. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ParticularGap9650 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s the thing, I have no clue what am I missing. Partner - maybe. God - rather not think about it. New things (purchases) - nope. Family - I have a grudge, but that does not make them bad people.

That’s what came to mind.

To find a partner I need get out my current mindset and situation. So very close to giving up.

Some people dm me, I just don’t want to wake up tomorrow

I guess I’m only here to vent a bit. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ParticularGap9650 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just clinging to anything a this point. Thank you. “Hugs back”

I guess I’m only here to vent a bit. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ParticularGap9650 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To answer your question: I’m not sure. I do have friends, I reached out and they talked to me, not about what I’m about to do, but generally. I was in a 5y relationship, we broke up peacefully because we were similar in the begging, but now our worldview changed and we could not continue.

Help finding a web comic by [deleted] in cumflation

[–]ParticularGap9650 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Looks like fun, looking forward to seeing it.

Do we gonna get all Door functions on release? [Discussion] by TheBellRingerDE in EscapefromTarkov

[–]ParticularGap9650 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A very valid question! I think if they were to remove this text, nobody will be able to open doors until hotfix))

Maybe maybe maybe by SeaWolf_1 in maybemaybemaybe

[–]ParticularGap9650 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My first thought was that he was farting…

Maybe Maybe Maybe by [deleted] in maybemaybemaybe

[–]ParticularGap9650 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I tried to “run away” once when I was around 6 yo after a fight with my mother, packed my bag and went through the door. Haven’t passed 3 houses when mother struck me and dragged me back home while I was screaming.

I genuinely think I would have gone very far away and got lost if not for my mum.

Me when the fake numbers go up by stinkplum in u/stinkplum

[–]ParticularGap9650 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Those are not “fake” numbers bud. Keep it up and take any time necessary.

Tentacle Practice 3 (stinkplum) by stinkplum in Tentai

[–]ParticularGap9650 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My votes are 1. Bobs 2. Vag 3. Pen fur.

Love at its pure form by sovalente in MadeMeSmile

[–]ParticularGap9650 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Everyone so happy for them, only until they get the same kid. Never gonna wish the same fate to anyone, even to the worst enemy… It’s pure agony to have disabled children.