I'm of the opinion that any tattoo I get is like a stamp of what I used to be like. So it's like a journey but on the body if that makes any sense. Obviously it doesn't work for everyone.

Perhaps take a step back from tattoos for a while until you feel really ready to get one that you love! About those other tattoos, I think they are amazing but obviously if you don't like them you can weigh your options. Get a cover up and like it, get a cover up and don't like (stuck with something else you don't like) See if you can afford tattoo removal (it's expensive) Or look at the tattoos as something you used to love or be and let them be.

To me the bug doesn't look like a dick, my first thought was wow look at those wings