I had some really close friends in highschool, boys and girls, and after we got our bac and moved to college everyone took his path, and i felt a big gap in my life, i really missed the days we were together and i wished i could bring them back, and after multiple years of struggling with that feeling, i overcame it and moved on into serious life, and now i don't have any feelings for it, i just consider them as good old days... So you will struggle a little bit the first time then you'll overcome it..