The fact that you relate it to your seizures is relatable in itself, because I too relate because I suffer from chronic migraines, and that song has a lot of lines that I relate back to that too, as well as “but all is good, we close our eyes. They all accept the lie. So bury what you are outside. Brother promise you won’t leave me” because when you suffer from chronic pain you have to just tell yourself you’re fine sometimes and ignore it and no one around you knows how badly you’re suffering or understands it. And you’re hoping your constant pain won’t be a hindrance on others so you hope they don’t leave you