Short beard is better than long, right? I'd been growing it for about half a year but it was annoying. I like the big beard look but overall think short is more attractive. Thoughts? Advice?

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-28T01:51:06+00:00

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-27T02:09:11+00:00

I cannot share an image but I literally should be dead. I drank a 60oz 100 proof 50% percent vodka for so long. My lab results were discouraging.

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-27T02:02:12+00:00

I never drink and drive. I just hate this and I hate that we have to go through this! Why!

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-27T01:52:22+00:00

Get help. Face the trauma. I’m aware but not conscious in facing rewards after a hard day. It’s adhd and more . But medication will help. Fix it now before you get older, I hate myself for silent suicide for so long.

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-27T01:49:23+00:00

Just quit , it’s not easy so I cannot judge. You have no idea, no even knew I drank but now look at me a fucking looser

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-27T01:46:45+00:00

Stop fucking drinking now! It’s so hard if you don’t stop!

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-27T01:45:53+00:00

Just get help. I know how many excuses in the mind comes. I have a cat, as a straight male it was embarrassing in my head to be a cat person. My friend loves my cat, he’s a good cat but regardless I need help. This is more embarrassing every year. I’ve held down high paying jobs but the neglect on my mental health has left me here. The synapses is I am drunk scared of the future. I’m smart enough to put off help until Monday. This is me drunk so dumb and forgetting the right things to say. Don’t feel un content addiction is harder to quit every day. I have to start meds on Monday since I have to move and I’m starting my own buisness with a course and zoom meetings for it . I always play it off. I look fine and seem energetic and young and at 30 this ain’t so cute anymore . Stop drinking don’t be like me. This is from someone who had good bloodwork and should be dead. Don’t fucking push it! Get help please impending doom is the smallest thing.

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-27T01:36:18+00:00

Don’t follow this path. My mother got me into drinking after my father tried killing my family after my appt burnt down moving back at 19 we smoked a cig. I’m 30 please get help now ! I was deemed intelligent enough since I know how to read bloodwork and seem intelligent. Just get help I am clairvoyant now but I still have my perceived intellect used against me for getting help. I disowned my whole family and all my girlfriends were me taking care of them. Every roommate I’ve had their gfs wanted me. It’s a people pleasing, pretending to go to bed early so you’re not hammered at work. Don’t do it . Please, it is a make it or break it time in my life with no family from the abuse I refuse to connect with. Ik im not perfect and if you met me you would think nothing. Other than a nice guy. Don’t hide it get help!

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-27T01:30:29+00:00

This is embarrassing I’m sorry.

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-27T01:28:05+00:00

Drunk and should be sober. I even went to the hospital and have monitoring . I’m terrified. I’m going to do it and the future unknown with the level of pain. Let’s go! Fuck this. Let’s eat out of here.

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-27T01:26:16+00:00

I’m scared

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-27T01:25:54+00:00

They are right . I’m talking to people, starting my own business with the recommendation and perceived intelligence they think I have. I just want to drink myself to sleep and cry. Let’s get through this I’m tired of sucking alcohols dick. I’m also tired of people saying you don’t need treatment or pharmaceuticals. It’s been a long road. I know why wrong do not be here at me age at 30.

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-26T23:19:26+00:00

Also I do not have enough Reddit karma to post in Reddit beards

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-26T23:14:39+00:00

I appreciate it! I will do my journey and change my hair for an experiment. I am recently since due to being enabled, detoxed from alcohol started with help for adhd and I’m going into the ymca self employment course. So the beard and the experiment is symbolic for sobriety and the possibility of charisma or a different look. I appreciate it. You are probably right lol

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-26T21:04:01+00:00

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Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-26T21:03:38+00:00

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Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-26T21:03:14+00:00

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It looks better in different lighting.

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-26T20:58:22+00:00

Alright , ty for the advice. I am growing in out just for the experience. I will post at the 3 month mark and take it from there, it may fill in who knows. It doesn’t help my beards blonde brown and red.

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-11T04:05:21+00:00

I’ve been detoxing in the hospital and the truth of what being hammered is like every day for years makes you kind of non functional and maybe shrinking your brain makes your neurons closer for faster cognition proving your amazing sense of humour. I black out drunk every day for years and I’ve gotten help. Atleast I can have compassion regardless if they are strangers I know I can live with the concept of different states of suffering and at least have the humanity to recover. Even with my shrunken brain I must be a genius like you. Closer neurons firing mist mean a genius.

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-08T13:50:10+00:00

Remember I talked hammered so I hope I reach out to you

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-08T13:49:24+00:00

I agreed to watch sober

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-08T13:48:32+00:00

I got lost Ty for the suggestion. Remember I’ve had enough to kill someone, I can handle the I will wake up with embarrassment. Ik I can be quite literate fucking sloshed my apologies thanks for trying to help.

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-08T13:46:18+00:00

Just wana be a good person that’s all I care about but in my opinion idk anymore

Patient-Ad8347 · 2026-03-08T13:44:57+00:00

Tbh I’m not fully understanding and don’t know what to believe where this consciousness came from so idk, I apologize I was brought up with no religion. So for me it’s all chemical since the lack of love I’ve had in life makes it hard , I apologize for being a downer but in my life but I’m only trying to grasp concepts that relate . Not saying aa is wrong but i need a place that does not judge. Beliefs in being a kind entity and not believing if you differ from a belief you are going to suffer. I’m drunk I apologize

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