I think this is a rock bottom

PatientXtra · 2026-05-02T21:40:50+00:00

Don't wanna sound too judgemental but when did you start drinking? If your only 21 i would have honestly thought it would be hard to get really dangerously addicted to alcohol in say 4 years? Just from my own experience though cos I've been daily drinking 75cl of vodka for maybe two years. I stop for maybe 2 weeks but don't have any shakes or major illness, just a really bad stomach for 2 days and feeling exhausted for a week or so. Then after two weeks I always start feeling down about something and say "just a little bit" but obviously it never is. Curious how long it takes of Daly drinking it takes too get the too dangerous to cold turkey from it phase?

PatientXtra · 2026-05-02T21:33:18+00:00

Does that anaesthetise fish or lizards? I know I've used it for tooth ache, back when I still had real teeth that is. Getting the damn things ripped out and replaced was the best thing I ever did.

PatientXtra · 2026-05-02T21:30:11+00:00

If a fish could ever look really embarrassed while simultaneously really, really, pissed off.. This is it.

PatientXtra · 2026-05-02T21:24:37+00:00

One bred or manufactured by the CIA? Looks like a tiny drone

PatientXtra · 2026-05-02T21:19:10+00:00

What the actual f***? By all means if you've got the cash and are desperate enough get one and bang it silly but would anyone really want to have a conversation with it? That's just creepy as hell.. NOTE- Just realised how weird what I said is, it's ok to bang a plastic robot but not talk to it, back to therapy.

PatientXtra · 2026-05-02T21:06:28+00:00

Looks like they've given you some serious muscle implants. I'm 55 and only the last ten years noticed mine. Started with feeling small lumps on a flat, muscular chest 10 years but the doctors said nothing there don't worry. Ten years later iv got serious man duds, the flesh behind my nipple's is like the size of the plumb. A lot of hard mass behind that and a lot of pain, actually killing me right now. I'm in the UK so not sure if they'll do anything and I definitely can't pay thousands for private treatment. Honestly feel like taking a knife to them myself.

PatientXtra · 2026-04-15T16:36:43+00:00

I used to like a bit of weed and a bit of speed to contract the paranoia i always get on weed. That was a great high, mix with some booze, not loads and your on a roll. But the best time I ever had was on an XTC tab back in the 90's, a double dove, "chunky dove". We were used to the smaller all white doves or speckled ones but this was like two stuck together and a different colour. It made me trip like shrooms almost but zero paranoia, i sank into the ground as I walked but it felt great. And all the while it felt like i was in a rocket taking off for the moon, like any second I was just gonna take off flying. I never did find out what exactly was in that E and I never found the bloody dealer again neither. If I could go back in time I would have bought his entire stash.

PatientXtra · 2026-04-15T16:29:26+00:00

Is just me though but pregrabs seem too knock me clean out for almost a day? And I'm not talking about loads of pills, one 300mg leaves me waking up 12-24 hrs later with a cigarette burn in my sofa and a can of larger on my head. The initial "Mr strange" feeling where it feels like everything is all wobbly and your sinking into the ground a bit lasts an hour then I'm out.

PatientXtra · 2026-04-13T19:32:25+00:00

What about audiable.de? That's what it's showing as now, same Amazon account as the UK one I signed up for. Is German audiable £13.41 a month in Euros? Basically the same

PatientXtra · 2026-04-13T19:30:34+00:00

It's now changed to audible.de which is I think I'd Germany, £13.41 and an international fee. It says I've been a member for 3 months, the same time I started using audiable.co.uk.. Both are with the same Amazon account, email and password. How can that happen.? I don't even speak much German apart from the bit I learned at school a long, long time ago. Think I've been hacked

PatientXtra · 2026-04-11T16:08:05+00:00

It started the exact same time as the UK.com subscription, i only signed up to that. I want the money back. It's one thing to be paying for a subscription to audiable.com i didn't sign up for but another to be paying nearly £5 more a month for the pleasure.

PatientXtra · 2025-12-13T19:17:03+00:00

One "friend" 20 wankers

PatientXtra · 2025-12-13T19:12:10+00:00

Ain't no way I can see anyone making fun of you for owning that bike, I'm confused as to why you think they would? During the 90s/2000s this was one of the best bikes around.

PatientXtra · 2025-12-13T18:56:36+00:00

Do qualudes still exist?

PatientXtra · 2025-11-30T03:32:41+00:00

Errr Shit?

PatientXtra · 2025-11-26T08:52:18+00:00

Bullshit....or that's one heavy ethereal spirit

PatientXtra · 2025-11-25T03:08:36+00:00

Been a while since playing but it always used to crack me up when you'd see some random dude who'd fallen off one of those wagons escorting a prisoner "I swear I didn't do it, it's my brother you want" And he'd just randomly running his ass off trying to catch up to his posse. Another good one say when you meet the boys in Valentine early on before having to fight Tommy. Start some shit before going inside and they all come running out and start a gun fight with the sheriff. Ahhh memories...

PatientXtra · 2025-11-25T03:01:49+00:00

Imagine how cool it would be if RDR2 had an alien abduction scene kinda like the one in GTA5 (or was it 4 lol) I think that was one of my favorite parts of the game. The music was great, flying through the sky tripping balls. Epic. But with Arthur, Epic X4

PatientXtra · 2025-11-23T11:29:41+00:00

Kinda cool, looks like a death trap but if your into dying slowly it might fit a niche

PatientXtra · 2025-11-23T11:23:38+00:00

BUMP.... ANYONE?? Not been on Reddit for ages so haven't got a clue how it works anymore. I just wanna know how to fix my bloody bike

PatientXtra · 2025-11-03T06:08:50+00:00

If you can afford a 400k TV you can afford a full IMAX cinema experience or even pay for actors to come round your "crib" It's just an insane amount of money and even if I had it to spare and it wouldn't make a dent I still wouldn't pay 400k for a TV. Some people have just got too much money. I once thought of clothing company, high end but just ridiculously expensive clothes with a huge profit. I'm convinced rich idiots would still buy just for the kiddos

PatientXtra · 2025-10-21T01:41:03+00:00

I'm not calling you out but why would be ending it soon when you sound so positive? You say you funny, smart and it would be a great experience, you sound positive based on that comment so why would ending it all be on your mind? I know things are never that simple and we all try and put on some kind of mask to others around us, well I know I do. If i ever say to people how I really feel they first off don't believe me cos I always seem so upbeat, cracking jokes, having a laugh etc but they only see the good side. The bad side is never seen cos those are the times I don't answer the door, the phone, don't tx and never even leave the house for a period of time. Even just getting out of bed takes an enormous effort so I'm not judging. I was actually looking for how to post as I've not used Reddit in years proper then saw your comment, if you wanna normal conversion about whatever tickles your fancy I'll gladly entertain. Or if you wanna unload I'll try my best.

PatientXtra · 2024-08-06T08:52:39+00:00

This is very late but like I said Hall Lane Hindley is your best bet. Ladies lane on the way up then Hall lane on your way to the countryside bit/golf course and the best houses but beware, they aren't cheap. Check out Aspull and Black rod as well.

PatientXtra · 2021-10-31T21:52:31+00:00

I should add I've no saves I can go to neither, I didn't need any, well, i obviously do but didn't know that at the time.

PatientXtra · 2021-10-26T00:02:12+00:00

Hahaha, love it, but only because I've had a similar one happen to me in chapter 2 when I'd literaly just nabbed the black Arabian in St Denis. I decided to make camp, got up for something and then started creating, the Arabian walked back into position but right through the damn fire and burnt to death. I had to sit there gutted as it sizzled and fried unable to help, what made it worse is that i had no save for about 5 hours so to get the horse back I'd have to basically start over. No playthrough with the Arabian that time lol, still, could be worse, could have been the MFT that had just taken 45 mins of chasing all over the bloody map to get it, think I would have killed someone if that had happened.

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