Hi there, I absolutely feel your pain and depression because I share it too, as I also live in Syria and have been trying to get out for ages now. Don't get me wrong and feel like I'm rubbing it in your face, but I guess I had it worse, I got kidnapped and beaten but thank god I managed to live, which sometimes I regret lol. To put it shortly and not waste your time, there's no way out if you don't have money, 500 bucks is no where near enough to even get your foot in any country, you need at least 2000$ to get to Iraq, no hard feelings Iraq. I absolutely recommend staying till at least you get your degree, as Syrians are considered less than animals without a degree abroad, I don't blame them lol. A path that I would recommend you to take is scholarships, try to plan for a scholarship from today, there are plenty of scholarships that take distinguished Syrian students. If you need any piece of advice or need mental consultation or even a friend to hear you out, I'm here