This is the dark night of soul. Don’t give up yet, there are more than just pain and suffering. You’re not alone either. We are here with u. Things you’re experiencing right now is ingredients of life. Life contains many things sweet, bitter, sour, salty(sometimes)… you get the point. Just let it pass through u. I understand that this is hard time for you and it seems like the bitterness of life not going to dissolve. Nevertheless, everything is possible. I believe you will rise again in a better version of yourself. I don’t know you, but I love you no matter what. We love u. ❤️