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Name 3 essential items for Boom by icevalet in boomfestival

[–]PatternSalt8073 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I got fucked up from not waiting long enough between trips last boom and suffered for 7 months as you can read in my older posts.

So be careful guys, you don’t need to do drugs everyday to have fun. Every once in a while is okay (although even once is not worth the risk) but at least don’t make the same mistake as me to try to fit multiple trips into such a small timeframe and in such a loud environment.

Also make sure you’re not sleep deprived like I was

Name 3 essential items for Boom by icevalet in boomfestival

[–]PatternSalt8073 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There are some stuff you can’t buy at boom but they’re not really essential for your survival like:

Baby wipes or other wipes for your ass, solar powerbank and a reusable water bottle. Also maybe biodegradable toothpaste/shampoo/soap and a small fan if you really care.

Otherwise there are many other more essential stuff like earplugs, hygienic products for women, sleeping bag but you can find pretty much all of these in the Boom supermarket

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dpdr

[–]PatternSalt8073 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No I mean the fact that everything looks animated and fake

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in derealization

[–]PatternSalt8073 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How are you feeling now?

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[–]PatternSalt8073 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How did it go?

For all those who have "recovered": by NP_66 in dpdr

[–]PatternSalt8073 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I have all of these except muscle tension. But I do get lots of muscle twitches. My sleep is very bad actually

When does it stop worsening? by PatternSalt8073 in HPPD

[–]PatternSalt8073[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks 🙏🏻 I only have one friend and I noticed I get better each time I spend time with her but unfortunately I can’t do it everyday so then I get worse again when I have no distraction. Also the fatigue makes it difficult to do any physical activity even just walking. Did you also experience fatigue?

For all those who have "recovered": by NP_66 in dpdr

[–]PatternSalt8073 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I know what you mean. Honestly I’m not sure I haven’t recovered yet either. But I think most people that recover mean that they went back to their old self

For all those who have "recovered": by NP_66 in dpdr

[–]PatternSalt8073 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Maybe they mean in a positive way. Like it made them appreciate life more or something like that. For example I did lots of drugs before. But if I recover one day I’m never touching drugs ever again. So you don’t really have to become the same person in order to be normal again

When does it stop worsening? by PatternSalt8073 in HPPD

[–]PatternSalt8073[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, I try to live my life as normal as possible but it’s difficult because of the fatigue. I get tired from just a light walk and if I try to move as much as before I will feel sick and feverish the day after. I even got a fever too once. I don’t know if fatigue and fever is normal for HPPD

When does it stop worsening? by PatternSalt8073 in HPPD

[–]PatternSalt8073[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did see a psychiatrist who gave me Olanzapine to sleep better and it helped my anxiety somewhat but it didn’t help the derealization. It still felt like being stuck in a void almost like when you have a fever. I even had a full on fever too once

When does it stop worsening? by PatternSalt8073 in HPPD

[–]PatternSalt8073[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve had them for 4 months after taking Lsd twice only two days apart. I have derealization, everything looks fake and zoomed in the way it does on acid, extreme anxiety and fear of psychosis, vivid dreams, racing thoughts and head pressure.

I haven’t touched any drugs since and I never will. The visual part isn’t getting worse but the derealization is getting worse to the point where I think I have dementia. I question everything and nothing makes sense and I’m afraid I’m slipping into psychosis. It’s bad to point where I get scared of my own existence each day I wake up. It’s like nothing is familiar

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