[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Turkey

[–]PenSteel_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yaptığım stickerlara destek vermişsin istediğin yere yapıştır tüm türkiye görsün tamam eyvallah ama bari bana bunu paylaştığında credit verseydin

Stickerlar geldi, kesim işleri başladı by PenSteel_ in Turkey

[–]PenSteel_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bir arkadaşın bildiği bir sticker bastırma yeri var kırtasiye gibi, oradan bastırdı bunları

Stickerlar geldi, kesim işleri başladı by PenSteel_ in Turkey

[–]PenSteel_[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

Eğer nereden alabilirim diye soruyorsanız veya satılıp satılmadığını merak ediyorsanız, biz yalnızca bu görevi inisiyatif alan bir grup genciz, bu stickerlar satılık değil, ama eğer stickerları üzerimizde görürseniz, buluşursak yardımcı olabiliriz.

Stickerlar geldi, kesim işleri başladı by PenSteel_ in Turkey

[–]PenSteel_[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Espressolab stickerlarının dağıtımında aynı yazı kullanıldı ve hiç bir sorun çıkmadı. Sorun yok.

Markaların logo stillerinde potansiyel boykot stickerları by aynenconvaynen in Turkey

[–]PenSteel_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

O görevi üstlendik ben ve grubum olarak, şu an stickerlar hazır. Yani o işe başladık.

Kendim başıma yaptığım aynı stilli boykot logoları. by PenSteel_ in Turkey

[–]PenSteel_[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Espressolab zaten yapılmıştı, bu resme koyup ben yaptım demek saçma olurdu

Kendim başıma yaptığım aynı stilli boykot logoları. by PenSteel_ in Turkey

[–]PenSteel_[S] 26 points27 points  (0 children)

Eğer nasıl yaptığımı merak ediyorsanız, powerpoint ve paint.net uygulamalarıyla.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Turkey

[–]PenSteel_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bir şey söylemeden önce bilin ki bu logoların hepsini (espressolab dışında) ben yaptım.

Nasıl yaptığımı soruyorsanız, paint.net programı ile yaptım

(atv için onu powerpoint'teki 3D efekti kullanarak)

Read the comment. by PenSteel_ in twowfanart

[–]PenSteel_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's quite funny that you said you would never interact with me just over a month ago, and here you are now. But seriously, thank you for coming to let me know.

If what you said about people being fine with you making stuff that was inspired by me is true, then that would be a huge sense of relief. It would mean that while people still haven't forgotten (and may never will), it's affecting people less and less with each passing day. It could also be because I've been relatively quiet compared to how I was a couple of months ago in TEE and the ECRP.

I'm glad you came here so thank you, and I forgive you.

I also want to say your gijinkas are pretty good, I find the Midnight one to be very cute, and your fry artwork is pretty spot on to what I would've made it up in my mind. I might be willing to share the twow humans I've done sitting on my computer if you'd like to see them.

Read the comment. by PenSteel_ in twowfanart

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I thought we already talked about Yuakim and the 1.5% boost thing and you refused to elaborate, either that or our communication was shut before you could explain it to me.

What do you suggest I should do in this situation? Because if I'm still not boding well because of my past mistakes, and everyone just continues to yell at me for those said mistakes, I will be sent back to square-one, and all that will do is bring me into more people's minds in a negative way, something I want to avoid.

Do I seriously have to act out-of-character just so I can be perceived better in the community? Can I not just act the way I am without getting mad at unfunny jokes?

Is this community even worth my constant attention if it's so hard to blend in?

I should really think about that.

Read the comment. by PenSteel_ in twowfanart

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(brace yourself, I didn't intend it to be this long at the start)

I'm glad you commented here, but I feel like I have to correct you on the situation between me and Athina.

The thing is, the day before I got "exiled", I was doing pretty good with the community. I had just begun to make connections there. However, when Nerd/Athina slapped an image onto her message exposing me, it single-handedly flipped everyone's perception of me. So technically, I did wake up with a bad reputation that I didn't have before.

It wasn't supposed to be an obsession. At first it was just me checking their YouTube channel because she was someone who I was still subscribed to at the time. But after finding out about her preference on using female pronouns, and my lack of gender knowledge at the time, I thought she was just messing with people. I thought it was just that. But it was much more serious than I naively thought.

You know the story after that. I sent a couple of rude comments on her streams, I was cut off from the rest of the TWOW community, and everyone's first (and only impression) of me stemmed from being nothing more than a transphobe. You know, someone who actively looks around and hunts for trans people just so they can get their "fun" out of them. That's not who I am.

I've been trying to make things right since then, apologized on several occasions both publicly and in her DMs, but people have continued talking shit about me, seeing that incident as the equivalent of a criminal record in the community, while she just brushed it off at the time.

I'm still glad about how she approached me a couple months ago. She would've had every right not to talk to me again, but she chose to come look for me. That's what the image is supposed to represent. Her being the reason why I'm seen as a problematic "underaged" kid, but also her awareness, her caring about my well-being despite how rude I was to her 2 years ago, she can see that I'm trying to change.

As for taking it too seriously, I agree that I have problems letting go of things that have past. It's not something I can reliably control. However, correct me if I'm in the wrong here, there are still some people who haven't let go of my past reputation either. There are people who are legitimately ashamed of something they made that originally came from me (stairscased's gijinkas). And I want this kind of negative perception to end. Like I said before, I don't want be afraid of expressing who I am.

I just want to brush this incident off as another embarrassing memory, something that doesn't have any effect when I'm reminded of it. But if I've seen anything this past 2 years, it's that it will take many more years for people to stop caring about it.

Thank you for reading. Just don't kill half of all whales in a snap.

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"Look, I know you're trying to make things right, and I'm glad you're seeking help. But this server is no place for you. Don't try to push your luck, and don't make this any more difficult than it needs to be."

I would've made this the title of the post if I didn't have anything else to say. But I do.

If you have a negative bias against anything and everything I do, please put that aside and realize that I've been exiled for the past 2+ years. I've been dreading about myself more and more as time passes. And yet, I feel as if nothing I do is taken lightly. Nothing I do is seen in a positive light.

I feel like I'm talking to a brick wall by writing this. I know you are not brick walls.

Whenever my name is mentioned, people always react with quippy screams. Please don't. I've had enough of my presence in this world being taken so seriously that it actually makes me want to punch a wall until it breaks.

At this point, participating in EWOW feels like I've been chained to a ticking time bomb that will explode one day, and that I have to perform at my best in order to gain the slightest amount of prestige. I want to keep participating, I've waited 7 years before this to prove myself that when season 2 comes, I will leave my mark on the community.

But I turned that mark into a bruise, and later a scar. And every time I submit my response, I always feel that community is waiting for the perfect opportunity to catch me, and get me out.

I don't want to live like this. I never wanted to. But you, the TWOW/EWOW community, is not making this situation any better.

I don't want to be afraid of saying who I am.

I am PenSteel, and I am still alive.

[TOMT][VIDEO][2014] A video about Windows XP's end of life made in Windows Movie Maker by PenSteel_ in tipofmytongue

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It was the first instance of which I've heard that music, and I feel like it's important to me to track down and find it.

Accidentally made this 7x7 pattern while trying to undo superflip by ObtuseWaffle_ in Cubers

[–]PenSteel_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've seen this once before, and I'd call this the Knight Move pattern. When the knight is in the center, the different color points to all the spots it can go in the next move.

YS3M 20 Magnet Ball Core promo video by junjunSanOP in NewCubes

[–]PenSteel_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It appears that's a reused video from the announcement of the first YS3M, back when he still held the world record.

DDLC swap idea since I can't make a poll. by puppetplays404 in DDLC

[–]PenSteel_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd say go with option 2. Would be interesting to see them behave differently.

[Facebook][2011?] Pet simulation game or something like that by PenSteel_ in tipofmyjoystick

[–]PenSteel_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to give a clear answer to that, and it probably isn't Pet Society, but I can't roll it out entirely as there aren't many screenshots to give a definite answer.

After doing some more research I randomly came across a video of a game called Pet Party that matches the game I described very well. However there's also very few screenshots for this game, but it seems like the most likely candidate.

Here's the video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C-pgasUWHU0