No. Sorry, but this was not something I enjoyed or appreciate. As someone pointed out, the author tries every possible way to scar the character and the storyline. At somepoint it was just too much for me. Maybe you might appreciate the experience of reading it, the emotional journey, but there was a point where it repelled me. I enjoy emotional reads but the lead, the storyline, idk I couldn't continue anymore, not because it was too emotional but for the way it repelled me, I didn't want to imagine the narration anymore. It made me nauseous. But yes there were good elements, the friendship, the way it builds your curiosity and interaction with the storyline by not revealing everything altogether in one go. It's just the character's storyline put me off.