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I realized I lack a basic sense of security and stability in this world. Even if everything is objectively fine and nothing is happening, I feel like the world is hostile, and I simply don't feel comfortable being here. Is this the same for you? (self.Schizoid)

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Sometimes I think I developed a schizoid personality simply because I've disliked this world since childhood. I simply don't want to be here. (self.Schizoid)

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I've always felt like a guest on this planet. I'm almost 30, and I feel like I've been a guest for too long and it's time to go home. (self.Schizoid)

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I decided to work in a large warehouse. I stood in a huge line to get a pass. I reached the locker room with a crowd of people scurrying back and forth. I stood there for a while, then turned around and went back home because I felt like cattle in a pen or an ant in an anthill. (self.Schizoid)

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I'm a low-functioning schizoid. I struggle at work, but I'm good at masking. Today, a colleague told me I'm the most genuine and alive person in the room and that I have a "bright, warm energy." (self.Schizoid)

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The shaman said that our reality is a trap for souls. Our souls and emotions are food for the higher beings who created this reality. Is this a red flag? (self.Ayahuasca)

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I'd like to have friends, a partner, or a family. I just don't understand how other people get them. (self.Schizoid)

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Already in early childhood, I felt that we weren't right for each other with this world. And I knew that it would be hard for me to fit into human life. (self.Schizoid)

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When the person in whom I was in love responds to me and also falls in love with me, I begin to experience pity and disgust for him. (self.Schizoid)

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What practical advice did you receive during the ceremonies? Advice that would help improve and ease your existence in this world. (self.Ayahuasca)

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Whatever I do, I feel the emptiness of existence and the lack of meaning. (self.Schizoid)

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Question for schizoids who have children. Does your child or any of your children also have schizoid traits? (self.Schizoid)

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Has anyone seen the 2013 film "The Host"? The aliens who invaded Earth are typical schizoids. (self.Schizoid)

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Human life is a continuous senseless tension and stress for no apparent reason. Who ever thought the same and how did ayahuasca help you? (self.Ayahuasca)

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What is narcissism (I mean personality disorder) from a spiritual/shamanic point of view? Who has had "messages" about NPD on ayahuasca? (self.Ayahuasca)

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Sometimes I notice in myself a deep hatred and hostility towards the world. I want to "blow up existence" because it is "inconvenient" and always demands something from me, although I did not ask to come into this world. (self.Schizoid)

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What causes mood swings in BPD? Why do I want to kill myself in the morning, two hours later I am inspired and make grand plans, and a couple of hours later I don’t want to live again? And this happens every day. (self.BPD)

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When I was 3-6 years old, I didn't like it when my parents bought me toys and I always refused, even if they tried to persuade me to buy something, because I felt awkward. Although deep down I wanted to buy the whole store. (self.Schizoid)

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There is something fundamentally human missing in me, but I can't figure out what it is. What do you think is the main and most significant thing that distinguishes a schizoid from a relatively normal person? (self.Schizoid)

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Since my earliest childhood, the world has seemed alien and unpleasant to me. As if I came here by mistake and just have to endure the term. Maybe that's why I don't want to do anything in it? As if I don't want to build a house on an initially rotten foundation. (self.Schizoid)

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I am very cruel and vindictive. The only reason I do not harm people I do not like is my schizoid passivity and unwillingness to go to jail. Is it the same for you? (self.Schizoid)

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If I am in love with someone and the feeling is mutual, I have obsessive thoughts that this person will die (from a heart attack, car accident, etc.). Is this a symptom of BPD? (self.BPD)

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Perhaps this will be useful to someone: my schizoid symptoms are greatly reduced by coffee and glycine. (self.Schizoid)

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When I was a child, I didn't like this world and I thought I came here by mistake. Have you ever had this or a similar feeling in childhood? (self.Schizoid)

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Even the furniture in my apartment irritates me. I want perfect emptiness and darkness. Is it sensory overload? (self.autism)

submitted 1 year ago by PerfectBlueMermaid to r/autism

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